Dec 17, 2007

Byebye



Merry Christmas everyone!!!

Got so much to update on. So little time. Ahah.

Till next year then.

Happy New Year!

Dec 9, 2007

Ohhaaaa

My computer has a virus.

Stupid guy..


I HATE. I HATE. I HATE

Nov 21, 2007

6 down, 4 to go!

Okei! Physics is over at last! I hope I never have to look at this subject again! Tomorrow there's Chemistry. Ah.. at least I'm better at it than Physics =p Then there's Moral, and Biology next Monday. Just realized I'm gonna miss my teachers. Gonna miss arguing with them over marks and stuff. Ahah!
Relentless kicks off tomorrow. I'm going to miss the first night but that's ok, at least I get to go for the 2nd and 3rd night. Waaaaaa!! So excited! Heheh.. It's going to be the first time I see the Cutin band play on stage too. I'm not takin part this year but excited just the same!!

RELENTLESS!!

Nov 15, 2007

SPM

Yeah, SPM is going on now. I don't know what I'm doing blogging =p So far its been ok, I guess. Or maybe not. I think I flunked my Sejarah. Didn't even finish studying. Hah! Well, i hate the subject anyway. My dad says i have a blocked mind when it comes to Sejarah. I agree!! BM was ok.. I hope I did better this time. English should be no problemo. Maths n EST I'm hoping for A1. This week's papers were not so hard. Next week's the problem. All the science subjects.. Oh nooooo

It's weird, it doesn't feel like SPM. Like it hasn't sunk into me yet that this is going to determine my future, and I'm already half-way through it! Hahah. And in a week and a days time, I'm going to be an official school leaver =( sob.. I feel old already. Whatever la.. It's always me complaining about how old I am. Ehek.. sounds so emo..

Ya.. Jess (my cuzie) and I went for a haircut yesterday. There's this new shop that opened beside Deli Papa in Lutong. The lady was nice. Cut for RM10. Got us thinking, is she just being nice to us first timers or is it always that cheap? Cuz she straightened our hair too (not permanent of course) AND offered to straighten my hair for real plus hair treatment for cheaper. Or maybe she thought my hair looked so bad that i needed it so much. Hah. Freaky.

Look! Look! We FINALLY have straight hair!! Hahahahahah! (I'm on the right)



Then after shower, it went back all frizzy again.. darn

Oct 23, 2007

Part of Life

We had an educational fair kinda thing in school today. Before that, I was in class talking to Ieqa, Azam and Arvin about our plans for the future. It got me thinking that, hey, we're gonna be in college in a few months time. It seemed like only yesterday when we were still playing those clapping games in class during Form 1 (yes, form 1). I still remember my classmates from a few years back and am really grateful that i got to see them change and grow into maturity, even though some of us aren't quite mentally here yet =p

Today was the last day of Chemistry tuition for some of us. No more being the noisiest table throughout the year, no more stupid jokes, no more making fun of the teachers behind their backs. Next year will be a new bunch of friends, new surroundings for us who will be leaving Miri, a whole new level. Just kinda sad to leave that all behind.

Only a few days ago, I was chatting with a childhood buddy, Christon, who's over in Kedah now (I think). We were talking about how we used to be as kids many years ago. How i used to bully him and stuff, heheh! It wasn't too long ago we were chasing each other around the house, painting eggs for Easter, comparing whose feet were bigger.. err. Heh. It's cool to see how far we are in life now.

A lot of people have asked me 'So, where will you be next year?' Honestly, i still don't know. There's a chance for me to be in KL, i could be staying in Miri. Wherever it is, i know i'm going to be where God wants me to be. My classmate, Greg talked to me today and he said something about being a missionary. Well, why not right? But even going to college is almost like going to any other country doing God's work. I believe we're all put where we are today for a reason. Where we will be next year will be God's plan for us. In fact, we were all called to be missionaries in one way or another. Missionaries in school, in our work place. Everywhere we go there are people who don't know Him and these are the people we need to reach out to. One thing that i regret the most is not talking to my friends in school about Jesus Christ. Now, i only have less than 3 weeks left with them and everyone is so busy preparing for SPM. The only thing i can pray for is an opportunity to share with just one person about Jesus' love for us even in this short period of time that's left.

Oct 21, 2007

Sunday

My parents didn't go to church today so had to follow Adrian in the morning. 'Stayed back' for Relentless practice and went to Celine's house for lunch. Nice food man!! FREE hotel food sumore. Hah! We said that we would be back in church by two but somehow lunch pulled till way past three. So by the time we got to church, they finished practice already. So we were just there to see them pack up their stuff. Cheyyy.. At least i got to watch CSI and enjoy the free hotel food =)

Oct 17, 2007

Chance gone

My heart fell like a brick. Maybe i should have said something. The chance to take was always there, since years ago. I pushed it away until the very last minute. And now i can't get that chance back.





I should have said something. ARghHHHHHH!!!!!!!

Oct 11, 2007

11.10.07

I ate the peanut slab thing that Esther brought back from Aussie. Man, it's nice!!!! Too bad she only brought one =( Nvm.. nvm.. Hehe Shirley's staying over my house now. She's been coming to school with me while we do our trials. So after our last paper, EST, the gang of us went over to Sun City for breakfast. We went over to Parkson after that to watch a movie. Thank God some of our friends can drive. They fit like 7 people in Kok How's car? Hahah. We watched The Seeker: The Dark Is Rising.


IT's SOOOOOO L.A.M.E! I lost RM8 watching such a kiddy movie. Sigh. Whatever. It was fun going out with those guys anyway.

We got home, Shirley and I konged out on my bed and when i got up, i moved my pillow and i found out i was sleeping on my little friend all the while. Poor thing. It got squished. Hahah! So cute... PLUS, my room never looked so... what's the word.. It's like she took out all her cosmetics and face stuff and all that. When we put it together with mine, I was like whoa... we put a lot of chemicals on ourselves. Hah!

Oct 3, 2007

Surprise Surprise

Yeah, so i was just doing my work in my room, minding my own business when i got a call from Esther (childhood friend who left for Aussie earlier this year. Huh) She said she had stuff for me from Aussie so her friend was supposed to come to my house that night to pass it to me. So i was like, ok..

Anyway, so her friend arrived at my house to pass me stuff. It was so weird, she passed me the stuff and i thought that was it. I mean, i was expecting her to make her way back to her car.. but she just stood there looking around. I wanted to say something but it was so awkward, it would've been rude to halau as well, so we just stood there. Looked at her looking around my house for God knows what reason. Hahah!

So yeah, suddenly i saw this familiar figure coming out of her car, coming through my gate. And surprise, surprise! It was Esther! Hahah. Cheyy, what a time to surprise me.. during SPM trials!! Adeh.. Her poor friend.. no wonder she stood there doing nothing. Hehe. Yea, so Esther ended up spending two nights with me. Man.. We talked until 4am on the second night, and i was doing my English paper half asleep the next day. I finished it asap and the remaining hour, i slept like a pig. Hope i didn't snore =P

So, she passed me this whole bag of stuff from Aussie. I told her it better not be worth more than RM100, considering it's from Aussie. And she said 'I think it's more than RM100' Doi... Terrible. Hehe. Realise the amount of chocolate she got. Fuhh.. had a nice time eatin that! There's still some left. Hahah. But i thought that this one was cool. The things people think of.. And it actually has a memory verse inside! Plus the candies are so cute (a word i hardly use but yeah.. they are!! =p)

SO, Esther left about a week ago. And another surprise.. Shirley's back too! She was supposed to stay at my place for the next two weeks, i think, but trials now and i didn't want the same thing to happen during my Eng paper plus my ma said no. So she's coming over after trials. Yay. My friend was saying, ur house is like some refugee camp or something. Friends from all over the world come and go. Well, i agree! Heheh.

Yeap. That's about it i guess. Till next time!

Sep 28, 2007



This crushed me. No other comment.

Sep 25, 2007

Letting it out

It's true, I cant choose what I want to live with. I thank God He lets me face the problems that I do today. I may fail Him in many ways, my human feelings can get in the way of what He wants best for me, but that's ok. He'll help me get through it. Thank God for the wonderful friends I have around me. Without their love and support, I'd be almost nothing. Even if they don't say anything, just being there to lend an ear is enough, more than enough. For those who know me, I don't really like to tell people about my problems, the ones that really hurt me. But, recently, I've learnt that it's ok to cry once in a while. Everyone needs to. Above all, i have learnt that Jesus is always the one that's always ready to hear, always willing to keep me company in my days of trouble.

Even people (or person) in school are (is) giving me problems. It's not that it's entirely her fault, just that it's hard to love her with the love Christ shared with me despite all the lies and the hurt she has caused. I know i shouldn't be the way I am to her now. Especially with everyone else saying things about her, which I think I initiated in the first place *guilty* But she just makes me so MAD! sigh. Well, I am trying my best even though she really gets me so fired up at times.

We're all human. We aint perfect, which is the exact reason why we need God.

Conclusion: We can't get anywhere in life if Jesus isn't in it!

Sep 17, 2007

Shop shop shop~

We went to the mall on Saturday. My parents, Lya, cousin Lydia, Jess and myself. The other four were stuck at Sugarbun talking to a relative we met on the way so Jess and i walked around the place. Wanted to go pierce our ears actually but somehow xjd. Huhu.. Aaaanyway, we went to the ladies section and after circling the place countless times, we somehow came up with this idea to look for bad clothes. And yeah, we had fun. With all the sales people looking at us like we're crazy. But what the hey.. atleast we weren't bored =) I mean.. can u believe the kind of fashion the world is coming up with nowadays? it's embarrassing.. seriously. And sorry to those out there who think that these clothes actually look nice.. no offense. But this IS a page for MY thoughts =)



This could be like a Minnie Mouse outfit. Cute in a way. No wonder its 50% off. Ghahah!



This too.. Haha!



A scarf that looks like grapes.. haih.. so sad looking







Sad.. sad..

Sep 14, 2007

Updates!

Orite. Free 2 Be was a success! That was like a month ago. Don't know what i keep doing wrong to my blog. I can't sign in sometimes. Sigh... Wtv la. Yea, wel, here's some pics.

















Yeap. wel, that was Free 2 Be Amplified. Here's a link to more pics. http://www.flickr.com/photos/ndson/1181301884/ And Christon, i know you're reading, so check the pics out. You'll love em.. i think.. hehe

Ok. What else? Oh yeah. We had our church camp on 30aug to 2sept in Parkcity Everly Hotel and i had a nice suprise on my bday, 31 aug. I had two people kidnap me for the day (kononnya girls shopping day out) and a loud welcoming back to my room by my gang from church. Heh! Noisy bunch of people indeed.

My girls, Celine and Joy



Joy actually made a list of things for me to buy. Tsk3
1. black dress
2. black shoes
3. black top
4. black skirt
5. feminine top
man.... I only managed to get two out of 5. HAH!


I wanted these...


But i ended up with the perfect pair (handpicked by Celine!)


Some people we met along the way...




Blueberry cheesecake! Nyummmm...




.. and into my tummy it goes!


Yeap! then went to the pool after that. Ah.. fun fun day. Ok wel, that's it for now. Brain tired. Sigh. Good night all.



"Its too tiring. You know... thinking" David Marcus

Aug 5, 2007

KPP.. urgh

Went for the driving ceramah thing today. So sad.. had to cabut church. Eheh. O well. Man.. its was pure torture! Partly my fault cuz i got there so late and had to be registered into a new class, away from Sam n Jin Kiat. Huh. Lucky them, their aircn worked. One thing, i was alone for the whole 6 hours (which i don't mind that much actually). The other thing was the aircn was spoilt so we basically had to fry in there. They didn't even put a fan there for us. And i paid RM140 for it. Torture.. AND the ceramah was so long! So boring... Never thee mind. Patience is a virtue.

I wanna get my license!! Heheh

Aug 3, 2007

It's been a while..

Hello n wadup!

As you can see from my last entry (which was posted like a year ago), i SERIOUSLY need to update my blog. Ahah! I've been using my fs blog so makes no diff oso lah. Ehe. Neway, yeah. Getting closer to SPM. As a form5 student, that's practically all we ever talk about.

"Ooh, SPM coming ohh. I'm so scared... Oooohh"


Wtv la. Leaving school in a few months. Makes me sound so old. Boohoo.. Enjoy while i can la. Gonna miss the times...


me n mah boys (uh?)


being a prefect (eventhough i hated it half the time =p)

test papers.. yeah. i'll miss them too


the friends that made it all worth while..

Sad.. sad. Uhuhu.. Well, life goes on!

Orite. Done bein mushy. On we go!

Hrmm.. just got back from Mukah on Thurs. It went well, i guess. Happy with it la. I mean, atleast we got our drummer back. Rock on for F2b! Yeah, Amplified coming up too. Can't wait! All are welcome! Aiming for 5000 people this time. Wanna see the whole stadium full yea. Heh.




FREE2B AMPLIFIED!! yeahh.. promote! promote!