my brother is watching ping pong on tv. snort.

A merry belated Christmas to all!!

It's not that I've been too busy to blog. Lazy. Haha

So I've been back home in Asap since the 21st. When you balik kampung especially during festive seasons, all you do is eat. Literally. I've put on a good 2kg I presume *pats the tummy*

Jess left about a week ago. Yeah, ok ok I miss having a female my age-ish around the house. How to ask Kenaidy for pads during emergencies ba right? Who's 'boobs' am I gonna smack for fun now.. Only Jess and Kenaidy know why I used inverted commas there. LOL LOL. The house is gonna be super quiet in about a month's time when its my turn to leave. Sigh...... 5 more weeks. Time flies.

I checked out my O-week schedule, turns out orientation starts on 15thFeb instead of the 10th. I'm supposed to arrive Perth 1st Feb. So...... 15 days of....??? Deh. I hope my mum can push back the dates to the 10th ka what. Don't wanna leave so soon. Yeah I know I've been saying "I can't wait to leave" la all that. pft. yeah. Looking at situations, kinda don't wana leav edi. mm.

I can put together sentences in Kayan now. Banyaks the improvemente! Hahaha. It was good going back this year. Usually I would dread. Hey I tried this time. I realised I took a lot for granted, this year was just different. I'm glad we had that Hari Keluarga. That 13 orginal doors theme thing they did hit some part of me, don't know why. I guess knowing how the whole longhouse came about membarakan my semangat a bit. All the 'pons' (orang-orang tua la) buka cerita. Haha it was sweet.

Still... look East. That's what I say. Huahua. The Japanese and Koreans are beautiful people. The beautiful ones la.

.... hahahahahahahahaahahahah bonggo.

Aiya sorry la people. I wish I had real things with real substance to talk about. Actually got la but yeah the L word very powderful. L.A.Z.Y.

.....isn't it a sin to be lazy? Aaaaaahahaha.

I miss you exStCo peeps. Wish I was in Miri.

Mee Kolok

So I woke up 'early' today at 830am to go with my dad to pick the Prado up from the workshop. As I was driving the Myvi home, I suddenly felt hungry and started craving for mee kolok =p which is weird because I don't usually take breakfast so early (..for me anytime before 1030am is early lol) let alone crave for such a heavy one. I had actually already turned in to Lutong Bazaar and was going to buy from Lutong Cafe (which if I'm not mistaken is famous for its nice and cheap mee kolok) when it started raining and people starting packing inside. Drove off, and went to Lutong Baru instead to look around. There was this shop at the corner which I haven't been to in a very long time. Never really liked going there because I thought the taukenio looked garang. haha. So anyway, I ordered from her tapau and took a seat.

She was sitting at the table beside talking to this lady with all these small pieces of paper that looked like gospel tracks to me. I sat there and eavesdropped a bit... and yes, they were gospel tracks because in her super broken bm and english, she was sharing about Jesus Christ to this woman. And I couldn't help but listen, because it was interesting to hear who Jesus was to her. She was telling stories about how God would be in her everyday life even when she buys vegetables early in the morning to take to her cafe, and how she would pray for God to show his glory even when she walks around the food market. Aiyah, it was all very the interesting la, to hear how God works in another Christian's life which is totally different from mine and most people I know. Which made me think as well, when was the last time I shared the gospel to someone? The taukenio was telling the other lady in her very cute (and loud) high-pitched lunch-lady voice, "....because you know Jesus is already so kind to us kan, buat apa sometimes orang mau kasi simpan diam2. He so good to us mah, so we must tell people la". Those were her exact words btw! Haha. Simple but powferful quote, no?

When my mee kolok finally arrived, I really didn't feel like leaving, I wanted to stay, order a hot milo and listen more. Dah the whether cun. Haha. But yeah, then who would cook lunch and clean the house before the family come home right? Deh. But wenihoo, I got the feeling that maybe I was meant to be there that day, cause yeah... mee kolok for breakfast.. I never thought it was a good thing to do. Haha.

Think twice

I was in Parkson with Jess the other day, and we went into Davin (old wing) just to look-see-look-see. We tried on a few stuff for fun, some of the stuff there turned out to look quite nice on us =))) But sadly, we didn't have enough cash with us so we decided to come back and buy the next time around.

I was browsing through some blogshops tonight (something I MUST MUST MUST stop doing, temptation to buy is so hard to overcome! XD) and I was so shocked to see the same thing I tried on sold online for less than half the price sold at Davin. I'm so glad I didn't have enough money that day, or else I would've bought that top already =p Jess went back to buy the dress she tried on for RM120 was it? I wonder how much its really worth...... huahuahua..

So yeah. Even if you have enough cash on you, think twice before buying! Ask yourself, "How much would a blogshop sell this for?". Hahahah =p

Parachute

Stumbled upon this band on Youtube. Fresh out of college and this is their first album. I find its awesome for a debut album. Downloaded it last night. Huahua. Honestly, I think they're gonna do great. For an Augustana lover such as myself, I'm liking their sweet mellow sound =))





I think I've found another song I'd like to be sung at my wedding. Hah! <3

And today I was behind the teacher's desk..

I never thought I would say this but I kinda enjoyed it =p

Sat in for Ian today, Form 3 and 4 students. Only half the class came because of PMR this week. naww it was okay. Sitting in again next Saturday and expecting a noisier class next week when there are more students. AND I'm taking another Primary 2 class too. Little monsters I heard =(((

Guess there's no EYM for me next week. Full day at the centre, from 730am to 630pm. Mehh.

1212

Curtin.UWA.Curtin.UWA.Curtin.UWA.Curtin.UWA

baaaaaaaaaaghhhhh where to gooooooooo

Mum I'm Crying!

Stumbled upon this vid as I was gago-ing people's facebook accounts.

geli hati betol tingo. hahaa

I betul-betul nak pegi ke

1. india
2. nepal
3. bali
4. malacca
5. morocco
6. australia

*dreamsawaysighswhenwillthatdaycome....*

thoughts

I know I've been saying I can't wait to leave here but I also have to admit I'm scared silly of leaving.

Just went through some uni stuff, reading my course outline, going through people's blogs and what they say about their courses and uni life. Sigh... makes me wonder, will I enjoy uni? Will I make friends? Will I study? Will I put on even more weight? Will I go head first into depression again?

Suddenly, I'm liking home a lot more now.

<3

Sometimes I forget how small I am. I can't control a lot of things. I don't even think I own my own future, in a sense. I forget how big He is. I can't get over the mentality that He has done it all for me, that there's nothing left to do but hang by his mercy and grace. Like, what kind of person would do that for me, right? Then, I forget He's fully man and fully God. He has feelings, He has desires, He has the power to do all things. But one thing that's hard for me to wrap my head around even until today, is that He's always there. I mean, yeah I know these things, it's what I've been taught all my life, but to practice it and to experience it is different. Sometimes when I'm feeling like total crap, I think what would God want to do with a shithead like me?? Excuse the language but yes, that's what I feel sometimes. And when I do come back to Him, I feel like that all the more because He lets me see how huge and perfect He is again. It's depressing sometimes, but I like it! >=) Weird yes I know. But I like it when I see my God in all His awesomeness even if it takes me to feel as crappy as I do at times.

And what I like best is that He still chooses to look after me and see to my needs even when I don't try my best on my part. Kinda why I like the story of Jonah. No sin is too great to make God ignore you.

With Him, I feel like a real person =)

watch

punya gila cute-ness!!

Meet..

NABOO!!!

After a nice scrub, he looked like some hideous rat with ginormous ears. Hahahah. Saved him from the choke holds of deathhh. jengjengjeng. Hah. Kenaidy, Jess and I were driving back after picking them from tuition happily listening to that new album by BEP. I think I'm slowly converting to hip hop.. noooo. Bah, anyhoo, we saw this fellar in the middle of the road at the Shell office roundabout about to get eaten by a dog... maybe. Haha. Then, there was a lot of shouting and screaming in the car to 'Save the cat!!!!!' So, I parked at the side and Kenaidy went to save it. Genious the kitty ran away from him into the longkang along the roundabout and got itself stuck in mud.. so smart. So, we rushed home to get towels Hahahahahahahahaahahahahahahhahaa and sped back before it drowned. snort.

Got there with our 'gear' ready to save the day. Wish I had taken a picture. We looked so stupid. Three teens at a roundabout at 10pm sticking their hands into the drain. LOL.

But yeah, he turned out to be a good lookin kitten after the bath. I have a new roomie! =))

And no. I haven't contracted any disease from it.

This is for you

I dedicate this post to.. LEE KIM TECK!!

Sigh, do you know how hard it is to find a nice decent picture of him? Deh...

Ok, well this all started one day, in the midst of our boredom, when we decided to dedicate posts to each other for fun. Hahah.

Bah.

I guess he was mostly known as the class clown? Which you can clearly see.

Realise how everyone else so guai ambik gamba? tsk3

But class clown or not, I somehow always found him to be quite retarded.

Hahahahahahahhaha.

But it's ok la, you could pass as cool...... in a nerd-ish kinda way =)

That was in high school. When we went to Riam, that was when all the sexual harassment began. Don't get me started on it. LOL.

budak samseng

But anyhoo, apart from being a total lustful ass 24hours a day, 'HO-ing' at me every time I turn a corner, taking explicit pictures of stuff he shouldn't (I managed to scare him off and he stopped doing it fr the rest of the year hahahahahahaha I have a POWER PUNCH), commenting on almost every shirt I wear..............

....deep down you know you care!!!!

So, Kimteck, here's to all those days of skipping class to go to Parkson, making fun of the lecturers and almost ramming my car into a pile of scrap metal at Marina. Cheers!

<3

Checking out this new band, nola not new. 2005. Their debut album Drama Junkie Queen was out 9 July 09.

If you like The Strokes, The Hives, Arctic Monkeys and such, then you should like these guys. They're 'cleaner' sounding though.

Check out On My Way, Drive Me Insane and Saturday's Child. Me like =)

I thought they were British. They're from L.A.

mmmmm

.

I won't bother to defend myself. I won't bother to defend us. You're right. I'm embarrassed, I really am. Hurt even. But I get it. I lost focus.

I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.

11.08.09

So, I went to get my results yesterday. Serena tagged along because she didn't have a ride from campus. Seriously, Curtin is getting so strict nowadays! I spent like 10 minutes at the checkpoint.

Anyhoo.. they were kinda expected I guess. Not so great but its enough to get into whatever, hopefully =p In a way, I'm kinda glad that I won't end up being forced to do that other thing. Ahaha.

Met up with Jinkiat, Michelle, Jeremy and Luffy. Ate at the canteen again. Visited the washrooms again. Saw DrLee again. Hahah. Half way through lunch my mum called about my results. Her reaction: Hah?? Apuuuuuuuu... then at night, she came into my room, gave me a hug, and said it was fine. So yeah... now I don't feel like a total dunggu =p

But anyway, praise the Lord that I didn't fail anything. And I'm grateful for what I have. Now I can go into Arts!! YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The Lord's Prayer

This is amusing. haha. tengok sampai habis!

dont come too soon

ouh monday =(

so nervous.

jump

Yes. Jump.

I don't know where I'll land but I'm jumping. Results are out in a few weeks and I PRAY TO GOD that I'll get what I need.

I don't wanna stay here. I really don't wanna stay here.

Boyce Avenue

ooh!! ooh!!









oh cmon. tell me they're good.

hmmmm

I kinda like Sean Kingston's Fire Burning.

yea. i know =D

Plop

what a week

motives motives motives

Why do I want to meet them?
Why do I want to go there?
Would I want it just as much if they were something else?
Would I still want to go if they weren't that?
Why do I not want to stay?
Because there aren't any?

Just ridiculous.

Gimme

I want The Message version.
And a separate NIV study Bible.

Selah

Tear down the walls, see the world
Is there something we have missed
Turn from ourselves
Look beyond
There is so much more than this
(Tear Down The Walls-Hillsong United)

I'm tired of pretending. I want more. There has to be more.

idk

God, what is this?

desert

This is my prayer in the desert,
When all that's within me feels dry,
This is prayer in my hunger and need,
My God is the God who provides.

It's Fred again!

With Father's Day coming up and all

Conversation

Me: I need to go on msn. I use my account keh?

Lya: Use my account bah!

Me: Nooo cannot. Your account doesn't have msn.

Lya: Oh. Fine.

*I go to my account*

Lya: What is that?

Me: msn la.

Lya: Oh. How you put that there?

Me: Sign up for it la

Lya: How?

Me: Online la

Lya: What line?

Me: =.="

lalalalala

Well, A-levels is officially over.


hrmm...


now what? hahah.

Psalms 34

15 The eyes of the Lord are on the righteous and His ears are attentive to their cry; 16 the face of the Lord is against those who do evil, to cut off the memory of them from the Earth. 17 The righteous cry out, and the Lord hears them; He delivers them from all their troubles. 18 The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit. 19 A righteous man may have many troubles, but the Lord delivers him from them all; 20 He protects all his bones, not one of them will be broken. 21 Evil will slay the wicked; the foes of the righteous will be condemned. 22 The Lord redeems His servants; no one will be condemned who takes refuge in Him.

Wednesday the 3rd

I almost typed weirdnessday... umm

Ok! I have been awake for 30 hours straight. It's amazing I'm still this composed. Had Chem paper today. Praise the Lord man. I know I might not have done as well as everyone else but I was expecting the worst from myself today, and hey, it didn't turn out so bad. I was super groggy in the morning, well duh, I couldn't sleep at all. After tossing and turning the whole night, I didn't even get one minute of sleep. Meh. And today was supposedly going to be Doom's day (hey have you ever heard Doom's Day Clock by the Smashing Pumpkins? yeah.. I don't like it. Haha) Bah. Yala, Chem ba. I got an E for my mocks and I've never clicked with Chem, can't remember why I liked it back in St.Co. Because of ahbeh la maybe. She fun like machine gun.

*tatatatatatatatatatatatatatatat*

Yup. Car swerved on the way to school, my back hurt, I was hungry the whole day I don't know why, then had the paper, drove halfway back to Lutong (you know how far?!), then I realised I forgot my phone in school, drove back, jengjengjeng DrLee was still in the class looking at our answers. Sengaja didn't want to ask her about mine. Though I think she was happy with me this time. She saw during the exam, and said 'good'.

Whoa...

So I went to GK initially to buy food; like I said, I was hungry the whole day. food food food. But I picked up Kleenex toilet paper first. Um. SO I found Pods, they're awesome those mini-snickers im scoffing them down now, and VEcarrot&fruit juice my fav (!). I went over to pay, I remember that cashier only without the huge belly. Goes to show how long ago it was since I last stepped into GK. Loooo.

Drove home, listened to whatsitcalledagain by whatsthatbandagain, syok2 dengar lagu you know. Then jengjeng I saw the dead dog I nearly ran over last night. Still there poor thing.

Got home, I saw a pretty white Caldina BLOCKING my driveway. cis. But kan I pro, so I professionaly parked my car with the teeny space that I had without scratching the Caldina like I did to the stop sign at the end of the road last november because I was so smart to reverse ALL the way without looking into the mirror. Oh, I have this friend. He says my driving's so awesome that it makes him nauseous. shrug. i miss you too.

I'm getting old and slightly senile. I forgot to lock the front door three times during the course of these past few weeks. and I was the last one out of the house. I walked out of my car today and forgot to take the car keys out of the ignition..twice. I didn't answer the easiest question, numero uno. What Brownstead-Lowry theory thing. I had the worst roti tissue ever last night, thus the craving for good food today. I want a new phone.

The parents are coming home tomorrow. Ironing isn't finished. Vacumming not done. BioV on Friday. Hugh Jackman is super hot in Australia.

These Pods are great. Yum!

benci

indeed.

1232am310509

Went to watch it today with Jess after studying in Pustaka. It was ok I guess. I agree with Kenaidy, it's good but fighting scenes kurang la =p Where's the big fighting scene where people actually die?? Meh. But don't get me wrong. It was ok. I got confused at who was who at the beginning. Marcus and John Connor look the same to me lol.

But! but but but.. I CAN'T WAIT to see...

THISSSSS!

Oh come on. Tell me Zachary Quinto looks adorable in that ridiculous hair. lol lol lol. And Chris Pine in Star Trek. Hmm.. Was never a fan of Star Trek but kinda wanted to watch this one after I heard who was acting =p

<_>

I could freakin cry. So easy to point fingers, so easy to blame. Stupid girl donno anything so idiot la. What for dream. What for talk so much. Stay at home make anak only la. bodoh.. BODOH. Change choices my foot tidak malu go email. Stay there say benci, go that other place pun now can say benci, fall back on them pun cannot because I also say benci. WHERE TO GO NOW? do well do well. I wan to laugh la NGOK. think so much about that other thing. ya. timing. NGOK. you dono. you DONO. smack la. suck those papers can fly. three more my foot. go say la. cilaka betul. stupid girl. say some more. your fault. kiat don say. i know. stupid. f

and then. YOU. smack la. I bring you here can survive anot? sure cannot. NGOK. say sumore la. SAY SUMORE LA! talk like you know. YOU dono. not I dono. NGOOOOOOOOOKKKKK!!!!! HOW MANY YEARS STIL SAY ME????? ARGRRRHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. enough la say say pun I go DOWN to YOUR level. enough? ok enough. no not enough. you see la. see la soon. meMANG ada. MEMANG. I throw you go london suka tak suka? SO DON SAY ME. c

and YOU. dont you dare. i blast at you i'l never stop. so dont even start it.

and you. just dont.

..

Since some people have been bugging me to update (someone said my post RIP liaw. well, here. no it's not)

Nothing much to say, but for the sake of posting.

This made me laugh. Because the heading said, "Only in China"

bah.

in d comp lab wth my bio notes opened at the same page it was 30mins ago

So much has been going on. Too much to tell and most of the times I didn't have a camera with me so I can't summarize with just pictures. Hahah. Bah. Till the next time when I become opinionated again or when I have something to complain about, or when I went to something and took pictures, or when I like a guy, or if I like a girl, or if my other dog died or when I discovered a new word.. hey wait, I did. Serendipity. and serenity. Mind you I'm bad at spelling and this doesn't have spell check. Atleast this computer doesnt.

Bye.

They're not just an audience

shlumkaboozle

1. urbandictionary.com defines the word 'shlow' as: to be slow with a retarded accent
2. I just found out what a Camaro is
3. I find the huge difference in K.O.L's genre throughout the years quite hiliarious. I laughed at it alone in the car.
4. I know someone who looks at the soles of shoes before deciding to buy them. If you ask me, I'll tell you.
5. I'm picking 2 friends from the airport in about 10 minutes
6. Poopsie is ugly from behind. Red plastic and glue
7. It's funny we don't realise the amount of hair that drops off our head everyday. Is it different for guys since their hair is shorter?
8. The word (or rather made-up word) 'sula' is funny
9. What it stands for is funnier
10. I'm just doing this to pass the time.

Tada.

twitchy!!

Oh God, please please PLEASE

You've brought me this far. Just one more step.

WaaaaaaaarghhhhhHH!!!!

paranoid. super paranoid.

internet in college is the saddest thing around

And He said,

What will it be now?

Will you choose me or keep swimming up stream now?

I've been inside your head hearing you scream out.

Well here I am, just take my hand and I'll take out

All of the pain

And all of the fear

I'll give you my burdens

(I'll give you peace)

All of my desires

(I'll give you what you need)

Oh, what about these chains, Lord?

(I'll set you free)

But they're so heavy

(Lay them at my feet)

I'll lay them at your feet

Just promise you won't leave

(I'll never leave)

So where do I go from here, Lord?

(Just follow me)

I'll follow you

(Just follow me)

Wherever you lead

~Johnny Lang (Only A Man)

Nola I'm not emo or what.

And ignore the weird spacings. Internet at home is down and I'm left to survive with Riam Tech oh-so-prehistoric computers.

Estrella

Aiyohhh like, seriously la. This is the only Malaysian sound I'm giving hats off to.





It's simple and probably isn't much but it's really not at all that bad ba kan? Hmm..

Orite! Malaysia got budding hope d.

i dont know

Too numb to care anymore.
Whatever la. Whatever you want.
It's the thought of disappointing you that I can't stand.
Because I think that would hurt me more than anything else.

The Power of Your Name

It's already cool that Lincoln Brewster featured Darlene Zschech in "The Power of Your Name" on his latest album "Today is the Day", but when I listened to it properly.... Yeah yeah, I know. Only after a week since I borrowed it, I listen to it. Heh.

Anyhoo, goes something like this.

~~

Surely children weren't made for the streets,
And father's were not made to leave,
Surely this isn't how it should be,
Let Your kingdom come.

Surely nations were not made for war,
Or the broken meant to be ignored,
Surely this just can't be what You saw,
Let Your kingdom come,
Here in my heart.

(Cho)
I will live,
To carry Your compassion,
To love a world that's broken,
To be Your hands and feet,
I will give,
With the life that I've been given,
And go beyond religion,
To see the world be changed,
By the power of Your name.

Surely life wasn't made to regret,
And the lost were not made to forget,
Surely faith without action is dead,
Let Your kingdom come,
Lord break this heart.

(Bridge)
Your name,
Is a shelter for the hurting,
Jesus Your name,
Is a refuge for the weak,
Only Your name,
Can redeem the undeserving,
Jesus Your name,
Holds everything I need.

~~

Argh. What else can I say. The chorus blew my mind away. To go beyond religion.

NgaaaaahhhhHHH

I need to be a part of this generation, along with everything it comes with.

"I whana get married again and again and again and again......"

1. How old are u?
19. NOOOOOO!!!!!

2. Are u single?
Yes. I don't know whether to be sad or happy or grateful or.. thankfull or... ya.

3. At what age do u think you'll get married?
Insyalah before I'm 25. Branak lambat nanti tiada bagush owhh

4. Do u think ur going to get married with the person ur with right now?
I'm not with anyone now eh.

5. If not, who do u want to marry?
Neh.. that hot dude who plays his guitar, has sexy hair, has a sexy voice, loves the sexy me. Hahahah LOL LOL LOL. Nola.. the guy God picks for me.

6. Do u want a garden/beach wedding or a traditional weding?
I always thought a garden wedding wedding would be cool. Beach not a bad either. Of course, the weather must be considered too.

7. You're ideal motive?
What does this question mean??? =(

8. Where do u plan to go on a honeymoon?
No where too mushy lovey dovey, a nice tourist spot la with enough life and activities =)

9. How many guests do u think ull invite?
Enough necessary

10. Do u want an extravagant or a simple wedding?
Simple is good.

11. Do u wanna go for the traditional vows or create ur own?
Dono eh. Which one is better?

12. How many layers of cake do u want?
Enough to serve everyone?

13. A ceremony at the hotel or a simple place?
Garden is where ah?

14. When do u wanna get married?? Morning or evening?
Morning eh. Evening for dinner right? Errrr...

15. Indoor or outdoor reception?
Indoor eh. Nyamuk tiada bagushh...

16. Would you like a grand entrance for the bride?
Er. Dono. Grand ka tidak grand ka, people will look anyway ba

17. Song/tune for ur wedding?
I'm 19

18. Morning or nite person?
I don't know what this means

19. Solemn or lite ceremony?
Lite laaa.. "CELEBRATE the coming together of da da da" So, be happy la.

20. Describe ur ideal husband/wife.
#1 God fearing. Mesti punya.
#2 Wife fearing.Wahahahahahahhahahahaha!
#3 My best friend
#4 Can use his God-given brain
#5 Don wan so lovey dovey. Malas say "I love you too" so many times.
#6 Musically inclined

21. Fine dining or simple fork and spoon kinda thing??
Hotel punya is what ah?

22. Champagne or red wine?
Errr.. champagne is what ah?

23. Honeymoon right after or a few days after the wedding?
Mana-mana la. No need oso can.

24. Money or household items?
This questionare is very stupid la.

25. Who will pay for the bills?
Who can, contribute. Don so lazy. Smack you later.

26. Are u ready for married life?
Malas la.

27. Do u think ull be a virgin before u get married?
Stupid.

28. Will be true to ur fren/wife/husband always?
Stupid oso.

29. How many kids would u like to have?
Mana2

30. A new or old house for the newly wed?
New eh.

31. Silver, gold or diamond wedding celebration?
Sakit mata nanti. Do normal. Itu macam manyak bagushhh

32. Cuisine for ur wedding?
I feel the questions are repeating.

33. Record ur honeymoon?
Yes eh.

34. Whose wedding plans ud like to know next??
Jin Kiat and Teck's would be interesting.

There's a cat on my screen i dont like it its annoying who go install i wanna marah you

I'm in the computer lab in college now. SO SLEEPY. Ok now I know tea doesn't work for me in the morning. Coffee!!!! Celine, another trait I have just inherited from you. What la...

Anyhoo, for the sake of those who aren't in Miri and SAID THEY'LL CALL BUT NEVER DID. Hahahahaha nola, lov ya beb. I went back to CT Academics yesterday and out of nowhere, I asked about psychology. I know, I know. Noone can imagine Kenaina psych-ing people right? Like whada... Hahah. Yeash anyway, it went on and on and onnnn, and I ended up applying for it. Errrrr...

Curtin and Murdoch-psychology, ECU-psychology + children and family studies, UWA-psychology + music WOOOT!

I don't really know what I'm getting myself into, smart la me go apply psych for ALL the uni's. Oh well. But yeah, for some reason I don't feel worried. I found it cool how you can choose to do either educational psych or clinical psych for Masters. Hah! So.. I think the parents should be ok with it soon enough once they see the clinical word... ehh =p. Oh Oh plus, I never knew there were media and music majors too! Woot! ME WANT ME WANT! Hahaha. But whatever it is, I think its safe for me to say I have finally found it la. What with all the whatever mushed confused mixed up thoughts I had. The next challenge is to tell my parents because I know they won't like it. Wahahahahah > =)

Aih the thought of finally getting out of Riam can put me to sleep. Where's the offer letter FASTERRR I want an offer letter! Then again, this is just the application. Mana tauk maybe they won't even accept me ka.. mehhhhh. Wtv la, a girl can dream =)))))

He's coming

God has been just so AWESOME this past week. Looking at what I've been through, and what my gurls back in Miri have been through, how can I not say that God is not real? Because He is. And He's coming very very soon, you'll see. When you hear the horn being blown, when you see the cloud descending, when people start to dissapear right out of their clothes, you'll see.
I'm shaking as I type this. Scary, no? I labelled this post under notifications; a public announcement. Get ready, believe, and you WILL see.

<3

Okay.. let me just say this.
When God speaks, He speaks.
Philippians is officially my favouritEST book in the Bible. Hahaha

Falling in love with Him aaaaaaallllll over again
And you too, retards

=)))))))))))))))

vday?

Since its Valentine's Day, I google searched it just for fun.

And I found this awesome awesome picture =)))

LOL

shine sun shine

I saw the sunshine for REAL the first time in a month today!!

WARMMMMMMMMMMM i misss youuuuuuu

Stay

So addicted to this song Stay by Estrella. It's not even that great but but..... its sho sweeeeet!

All my sorrows flew away

Hush, keep quiet, hear me say

I don't ever want you to go

Please stay

With the moonlight dancing free

And there's no one but you and me

There's no reason to go astray

Please stay.

I'm so jiwang now. Argh. Here we go again. Noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

Karma

Remember the two people I saw trip on the stairs and I had to suck it in to hold my laughter?
Well, it was raining super heavy at Riam today. And I slipped. Twice.
Karma has caught up to me.
Meh.

geli hati

I saw two people trip on the stairs today. I tried my best not to burst out laughing.. the saddist that I am.

Bhahahahahahahahahahahahhahhahahaha!!!!

Thanks to them, it made my day. Haha. Riam has its ups after all =))))))))

Yoohoo

Things have been so weird lately. The two landslides that have happened in Miri. For the sake of those who aren't in Miri, it's been raining like what like everyday gloom doom meh im so sad i can't go jogging im putting on sooo much weight.... And yeah, apparantly it's made the soil soft or something and the first one half buried a Shell petrol station along with two Indonesians, poor things. I mean, imagine dying without knowing Him and knowing where you'll be when you get to other side. And sometimes I disgust myself talking talking talking never doing what I'm supposed to do. Talk about going to other places, towns, cities, what more to say countries. Pahh, when its right here infront of me, why is it so hard just to open my mouth? Sometimes, it makes me think if music can speak for itself. Then again..... meh, I don't know.

Anyhoo, back to the landslides, the second one along the road in front of Grand Palace Hotel, carried away a few houses. Don't think there were any casualties though. I think they evacuated (is that the word?) about 300plus people from there.

Speaking of evacuation, I CAN'T BELIEVE ROGER DIED ON THE LAST DAY OF EVACUATIONNNNNNN!!!!!! I just watched The Atonement yesterday. Yes, thank you Mama it is a good movie i loved it love you too. Mannnnnn.. Brionyyyyyy whyyyyyyy????? Wuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwu.. ='(

Sorry, back to the landslides. So.. the soil softened and all? Yup, and since the beloved church building is atop Canada Hill, the road going up has started sinking as well and to think of all those cars that were to go up on Sunday service. Eih.. HENCE, the service was moved to Dynasty which I think was so cool because we had to move all the music instruments and carry it to the first floor we looked like we were going on tour mahahahaha. And we're doing it again next week and most probably the next and the next and the next until whenever its safe to go up the hill again. Which now kinda makes me appreciate the church building, unlike some congregations who have their services in hotel ballrooms. I can't imagine how week in week out they carry their instruments, set up their stage, lighting, sound system and all. Salute. I'm sort of looking forward to next week's service at Parkcity =)

You know, sometimes after that alone time in your bedroom just talking to God does some good. Ok la not sometimes, I guess all the time but sometimes it's better. Am I making any sense? Anyway, I just think it's cool how when we're in so deep in our own troubles and distress and when we come to God, somehow the worry isn't there anymore. When through prayer, we learn to put our trust in God, we have peace. I have this funny mentality that a Christian life is supposed to be a perfect life as in God is always there to protect you so there's no such thing as hardships anymore. And when I look back at all those rantings on my own blog, I feel so stupid and childish for even wanting to post it up for the world to see. I think, even after all these years of knowing Him, I'm slowly beginning to understand that it's not like that. My life is just like everyone else's. If I hide these things, and keep it bottled up all to myself, am I denying that I'm human? Aih.. I don't like it when I start thinking deep. Then again, is this deep? Or maybe I'm just shallow. Hmmm...Ah. I've always been trying to put aside the thought that there are 'things' around that may not want me to get closer to God. I never liked the thought of spiritual warfare. But it's there, yaknw? Yala.. I'm just glad that God still chooses to speak to me even when sometimes I may be down right stubborn.

I remember I wanted to say something else as well but the thought kinda slipped my mind. Mehh.. then again, this post is probably the longest I've written and should probably stop here.

Ah yes, I think I remember. I love God despite the things He lets me go through. And I'll just echo Michelle here, I'm human no robot. And that Invisible Children is a must watch documentary. And that right now, from way way way way down, I'm utterly grateful for being single. Don't ask. AND that I'm annoyed at Malaysian universities because NONE of them have replied my emails. Haiyaaaaah...

Yes.. that's it.



=)

fishhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

So I started classes again beginning of this month. Honestly, it's just.. whatever la. I'm hating the place more than ever. Don't ask why, not even I know the answer. Subjects aren't easy. I'm putting on weight. My money's flying here and there. Trying my best to put on a smile. Wish I was somewhere else.

On top of that, I can't understand why I'm not allowed to have a choice in life. Shouldn't I be allowed to pick for myself what I want to pursue in life?
X: Good for your ministry...

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THAT'S NOT YOUR CHOICE TO MAKE! AAAAAAARGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

YOU ARE NOT GOD I HAVE A BRAIN I THINK I'M CAPABLE OF THINKING I THINK I'M CAPABLE OF CHOOSING FOR MYSELF I AM NOT THREE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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I can't believe I'm..

1. Listening to McFly
2. Into Gossip Girl
3. Wearing skirts out to town

Ugh... what happened to me

EYM Cuties

EYM is rich with adorable yet weird people. Haiyoo...

(If you can't see, she got an A. Lol)

And this is our leader. Don't worry, she comes in peace. I don't know what to say. Just laugh. Hahahahahahhaa!
Adoi.. adoi...

Photoshoot round 2!

We decided to go for another round just for fun the day before Josh left.

Tried out shots at City Fan...

(This one sort of reminds me of a panda. Haha sorry Serena but you had to pose with bamboos =p)

Here come the Pantene shots! Haha LOL NOOBBBBB

And Tanjung too..

We tried the walking thing, how much more unnatural can we get... Hah!

Then after much complaining about the weather, we went to hang out at the bar-on-a-boat type thing at the Marina Port

I guess that concluded the day =)

Word-roll

love.
freedom.
forgiveness.
repentance.
obedience.
fear.
sovereignty.
unity.
service.


God is so good at making me gawk speechless

I think I'm in love again...

=)

boohoo

oh i dont knowwwwwwwwwww...

=(((((((((

Huhuuuuu

Have i mentioned how much I dislike Riam Tech?

Urghhhh... I don't want to go back to class.

Fix me up in a studio.... out of Miri. I'll be way happier =))

meh

stupid. cakap pun cannot, complain pun cannot, cry pun cannot. that's what happens to people who get stuck in miri la. they live in the past. miri is officially a suck fest. i need out. kenaina is so stupid. bodoh. nice way to start the new year. "yay"

i know i know. i kinda promised myself i wouldn't rant out on my blog anymore but haihhhhh sometimes what to do.

I NEED TO GET OUT OF HERE!!!!!!!!

don't like miri. don't like miri. don't like miri. perth perth perth. anywhere but here. now. please.

Back

You know what... I think I'll just summarize what happened during the holidays.

First, there was that awesome-o discipleship camp at MEC. No pic. Haha.

Then, family and I went to Penang. Had good fun =)


My cousin Joy's wedding was the morning after we got back. And yeah, as usual, I kena contract play wedding march again. Always a pleasure though =)


We had a Silek clan reunion too! Was so cool. Too bad one uncle from Johor couldn't make it so no full head count =p


Justin, Michelle, Serena and I went for a roadtrip to Brunei for the sushi at Escapade. Had fun with the waiters too. Hahaha... Lol. A saying we came back with was "We can impact males!!" Looooooo.... Thanks Justin for the blanja. Next time blanja again! Wahaha..

And then there was the photoshoot!!! Man, was fun. The first for all of us so please excuse the skills. Models weren't very prepared either lol. Will be the next time around!!




Apart from that, there was Randy's birthday, hung out with Sam, Jan, Kiat, Greg and Jeremy, eating out every single day.. and yeah, one more photoshoot with Josh before he leaves next week.

So.. Merry belated Christmas and a Happy belated New Year to all =)