Phew!

Been waaayy too busy to update.

There was the camp, then the seminar, and tomorrow I'm off to Penang for a week.

So it's hiatus mode for now

=)

WOOOHOO!!

There's too much to update.. or rather I'm just too lazy to elaborate =p

So here's the lazy way of doing it.. dodeedo...

1. AS exams are over! Wooohoo!
2. Semester's almost over! Wooohoo!
3. Janice is back! Wooohoo!
4. I think we got signed! WAAHOO!
5. Next week is really really packed up. In certain ways, I like being busy. ICAN'TWAIT.I'MSOEXCITED!!!!!!! YAYAYAY WOOOHOO!
6. Teck, I love you but I love the new Superchick album more. Wooohoo!
7. I FINALLY went to the gym. Wooohoo!
8. My pendrive works yay I can have music in my car. Wooohoo!! Again Teck, I love youuuu

9. My dog got run over... sigh.. I miss you Buddy.

Ah-well...

Ah-meehh!

Kenaina, you are terrible...

Whyyyyy? Why now??

Ishhh spoiler..

Tagged by Randy

Rule 1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

Rule 2 Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continuing this game by sending it to other people.

1. Do you have secrets?
We all do

2. Would you fall in love with a girl younger than you?
Emmmm... I'm a girl eyh. and I have no intentions of being a lesbo ever ever thanks

3. Do you enjoy going to college?
No not really. I find it quite miserable actually but there are the occasional good times

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?

Donate probably. I don't need that much for myself.

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
Well, I want my future spouse to be my best friend so yes, I guess so.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Loving someone!

7. List 5 recently watched movies.
The Love Guru, Sweeny Todd, I Am Legend, Nanny Diaries and Bring It On 4

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Leave him be la. Naturally for me, those feelings will fade away soon enough.

9. List 5 favourite TV shows
Don't watch much tv

10. Do you have any regrets?
Don't we all..

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
I wanna be working doing something I like where income becomes almost secondary, MARRIED (!!) and most importantly, still in touch with my God.

12. Who are the most important people to you?
1. God. I guess He's more than a person but anyhooo...
2. Family
3. My family in EYM
4. Friends from RIT I've gotten close to recently
5. Friends from all over

13. What kind of person do you think the person that tagged you is?
Randy... we all love ya! =))

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
Married but poor. Money can't buy happiness. I wrote an essay on that for my Critical Thinking assignment. Wanna see? =p

15. What is your favourite color?
Brown, Black, White, Green

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
Depends on what kind of relationship.

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, which one would you choose?
Um.. I like to take things one at a time. But if, IF, this ever happens, I'd pick the musician. Wahahaha!

18. What are the top 5 places on your "to-go" list?
Thailand, Aussieland, Scotland, Dubai (if I can ever afford it) and Seychelles

19. Name 3 things you would like to do but would never be able to.
Speak Kayan fluently, grow atleast 10cm taller, travel the world

20. 5 people I have tagged.
Jinkiat, Kim Teck, Tse Yui, Ster, Kenaidy

So how?

It's all tingly...

Eeeeeeeee....will jadi ka?

Hahah.

..........smiling away............

Tagged

Tagged by Kiat, whose blog I am loving nowadays =)) You guys should hear him preach to me in school too. Sigh... we all need a reminder now and then. But yeah, as for me, I think I'm starting over from scratch, rediscovering God. I'm lovin it =)))

Anyhooo... back to the tag!

1. Take a recent picture of yourself or take a picture of yourself right now.
2. Don't change your clothes, don't fix your hair... just take a picture.
3. Post that picture with NO editing.
4. Post these instruction with your picture.
5. Tag 5 people to do this.

I was supposed to be studying at the time =p woops..

I'm guessing most people would be too lazy to do this tag, so... taggin anyone who's interested!

I wanna go

Ahh Keane thank you for this post.

I was just chatting with Esther on the phone two days ago... I think. We were talking about the exact same thing. I mentioned that there were too many kids out there who are dying, who don't have parents, don't have anything. There are too many out there who go unnoticed.

We can be so selfish at times going on living our lives so carelessly. If we had the ability to change someone's life, to give them a new direction (Well, God does that but you know what I mean), and to see them turn to God at the same time (!!!!!) then why not right??

I think I get it now why some missionaries don't retire. 60, 70, 80 years old and they're still going on strong. I don't think it's easy living in the mission field but how much more joy would there be in that than to work for ourselves to have an easy-going life. I hope that didn't come as an offense to anyone, it's not wrong to work. It makes the world go round. Then again, I've never been in the mission field, I'm still living off my parents, I don't work. I probably don't know what I'm talking about.

But nonetheless.. I would really really like to have the chance one day to see what it's like. To see God work in the worst of situations. To see people who are in real need.

When Randomness Strikes

Look what picture I found in a magazine at Colombia Asia

Yes! It's a burning chicken! Apparently, they set poor chickens on fire as some sort of sport in some random place in Indonesia.

And my Red Indian name is Burning Chicken right.. given by my cousin Josh *rolls eyes*, but I don't need anything to set me on fire.

*SNORT* lol lol I'm lame yes I know. Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

Anyhooooo, can't remember how I found this one. Google ey. At first I laughed, thought it was cute. Then I figured..

It's horribly gross... Poor baby. Ew.

I'm in love <3

I SO LOVE GOD!!!!!!

I LOVE what He's doing in my life
I LOVE the way He brings me round and round and round and when I think I'm getting dizzy and lost, He's telling me He's there
I LOVE His sense of humour. When I hit rock bottom, He makes me smile about it
I LOVE the fact that I HAVE A HOPE TO HOLD ON
I LOVE what He's given me
I LOVE it when I disobey, He turns me back to Him. Like you know.. "Oi Kenaina! *smackonthehead* Hello??"
I LOVE that He turned me from nothing into something in His eyes
I LOVE that there's one person that will never ever let me down
I LOVE I LOVE I LOVE what He's doing right now
I feel so so lost but what the hey, He's right there for me

Can I say it again?
I think I'm in love....
I love I love I love...

=)))))))))))))))))))))))))

Fuming

I just wrote a super long post and I accidentally deleted it.

NYARRRRRGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

>=Z

Monitor lizard crosses the road and dies.. meh

I ran over a biawakk!!!!!

I was driving to school with my dad the other day and we were going along the Miri-By pass road when this stupid stupid stupid biawak oh-so-slumberly slow went right in the middle of the road. I wanted to slow down, I tried. It just stood there like it mintak nahas or what. My goodness. Tidak nampak ka my car wanna ram you?? It avoided all the other cars when it crossed the road. Why stop infront of me?? Didn't you see the P sign???!! Argh... I know. I'm mad at a biawak. Who's more stupid. Me or him.....? Gosh... now it's a him. Bahh.

Anyway, I couldn't just stop there was like a string of cars behind me. Sigh, what to do la.

*geduk geduk*

My tyres ran over the poor thing. I looked back through the mirror. It was squirming and flipping around on the road. SIGH.. Who ask you stand infront of me?

Stupid biawak.... make me feel sad for what? Meh.

I know, this is yet again another one of my noob driving stories. Gosh, I really DO suck at driving =p

Letter to you

JERKS I miss you

College is a bummer

Don't like it here =(

Let's all meet up soon k..

Meh.

01.10.08.10.21

I've been up to quite a lot this week. My parents were out of town this weekend and I HAD THE CAR TO MYSELF!!!! Waahoo!

Friday night went out with my cousin Josh. Planned to hang at Coffee Bean but there wasn't any parking at Parkson, so we decided to scout around Miri for cocktails instead. Went to try out Siamese Secrets. A big nono. So we moved on to Mr Ho's Fine Foods. Sat at the bar area and I ordered a Midori Sour. Josh had a Seduction. Don't know why he didn't like it. Probably because of the Baileys. Nice ba... why he say taste like medicine. Heheh. But mine was nicer! =p


He looks weird there. Haha. I didn't know there was alcohol in there and I had to drive back. I know I sound like so noob, cmon me new driver ok. Ehehe.. Yeah anyway, I was scared to drive back considering my totally lame history of getting drunk on half a tin of Shandy. Gosh.. I'm so lame. But anyhoo.. we got home safe and sound ptl hahah=)))

Then there was EYM the following night where I had to pick Joy up. So after the usual traditional supper after EYM, we went over to Coffee Bean to meet up with Brad, Luffy and Jin Kiat.




THEN, was back to college on Monday. Went to the toilet. And...



These gross things almost got me locked in the cubicle. Like seriously, I start to wonder how many times the cleaner cleans the toilet PROPERLY. I mean, the last time I saw her 'cleaning', she just sprayed the cubicles with a hose. Like that's going to work. Please la. That second one has been there for WEEKS and I know, stop yapping and do something about it if you don't like it right? But yeah, I don't like roaches so I didn't get rid of it.

Yup.

To my Muslim friends out there

Selamat Hari Raya!

Ps To owners of the houses I've been to, thanks for all that rendang! =p

Go

You make me so....

rrraaaaaghhhhh!!

It's not working and you know it. Or maybe I ask for too much. Wait. No I don't.

If you haven't noticed, I'm a girl. For goodness sake!

Just one.. uno.. ONEEEEE measley conversation that YOU initiate. PLEASE.

Ugh.

Bring on the stress please!

AS exams coming up in two weeks. Arghh.. When is the stress and tension going to start kicking in??? I didn't touch any work AT ALL this weekend. Boohoo.

The car...... it's so tempting =(

Saying goodbye to music

It is NOT easy

For those who know me, music is my all (apart from God lah hehe). Without it, I just wouldn't be me at all. So why did God tell me to let go of something that was so important to me? Something that played such a major role in my life that I would be almost lifeless without..

This didn't just come up recently. The first time He told me was two years back. Kenaina let go of those that's not of me. First thing that came to my mind was my cds. avril. blink182. linkin park. Noooooooooo! (I've grown out of that music now but you know me then...) I compromised and instead of throwing them out, I put them away in a box, my 'scapebox', along with some other stuff. So now, ok my ori's are in a box. Bring on the fakes! Continued again all the way till last year. This pastor from India came to preach at our church and he said something about throwing away worldly music. My dad being my dad made all of us throw away those things, which I wasn't happy about. I thought, if I wanted to I should've done it in my own timing. Why did I have to follow what he said and take a step in my spiritual life when I wasn't ready for it? I was wrong. I decided to talk to Darren about it. If there was anyone that would understand what I was going through, it would be him.

Many other things happened but to cut the long story short, I was doing my quiet time this week.

Just to derive slightly, I love what our guest speaker said at church yesterday. I didn't get his name but he's from DUMC who apparantly has a tall, good-looking son, or so I heard *coughcoughceliiii* Anyhoooooooo, God is not that small minded. If you don't do your quiet time, he's not going to bring down fire on you. It's for YOU to get closer to God and that's how you can communicate with him. So you should only feel guilty about yourself not trying harder to get closer to God. Something along those lines la....

Anyway, yeah. I was doing my quiet time. And I read a devotional. Ah.. devotionals always come in at the right time *sigh* It was talking about music again. That we should be careful with what we listen to and all that. It brought back what God tried to tell me years ago. Guilt.

But I continued in my stubborness so I argued with God. "Why take away something that you've put in me to love so much? And what about other people? They're so far in their spiritual life yet you never told them to let go of it pun! It's not fair ba!" It went on and on and on....

I recently got into this song "I Kissed A Girl" by Katy Perry and I was humming it in the car on the way to music practice that night. I know... like such a hypocrite right? Then, suddenly God said to me "Those words in that song. Do you think it puts right images in peoples' minds? Does it come from me?" That made me shut up.. Sometime after that, somehow God reminded me of what I said about other poeple and why they can listen to secular music and I can't. He told me "Well, it's on their record. Not yours." And it suddenly hit me. I realised how directionless and self praising these songs were.

Can I just say this.. I LOVE GOD SPEAKING TO ME!!!! =))))))))

The following day, I continued on reading my bible and I came across this verse.

26 If we deliberately keep on sinning after we have received the knowledge of the truth, no sacrifice for sins is left, 27 but only a fearful expectation of judgement and of raging fire that will consume the enemies of God.

Hebrews 10:26-27

I don't even have to explain this part. God was telling me to once and for all to do what He said or I would have to expect what I knew was to come. So from there, all my cds original and fake, songs in my computer, gone. I have yet to delete the ones in my hard disk but I will! Sorry to all those who have burned cds for me but yeah.. did what I had to do, you know?

So I'm sharing this from my heart and I'm not telling anyone to do what I did but I post it as a challenge. This post wasn't to offend anyone either so if it has, sorry. But I do hope that it has somehow made you guys realise something. Long post, but it's worth it =)

EYM Cook-out '08

Despite cooking in an open field for two hours under the sizzling sun (literally!) which gave me a splitting headache, a terrible tan and bruises and burns after.. IT WAS FUN! My group members are so awesome; we really pulled our dishes off from absolutely zero to something that looked edible! Hahah. Forgot to take a picture of it.. ah well. We didn't do so bad.

Our menu:
i) Sweet corn and egg soup (my group's was a total disaster!! Hahah)
ii) Salad
iii) Sweet and sour fish
iv) Curry chicken (our signature dish =)) I forgot to put salt!!! Argh)

There was also a mystery dish, or more like a mystery ingredient which was only given to us on the day itself. We got hotdogs. In my head I was like.. "Whut? Such a cute mystery dish?" Hah! So we just went and fried it. In the end, we got fourth place. Just 0.2 marks to third place! Haiyaa.. Heheh. But anyway, we had good fun.

Jess was holding the camera today so this is her group's food



The 6 group leaders, Michelle, myself, Cheryl, Gavin, Allan and Jasper =)


And congrats to Allan's group who got 3rd

I don't feel like congratulating Michelle but SIGHH here goes... congrats on 2nd place Michelle... *rolls eyes*
Hahah. Nola. Kidding Marsh. Congrats and cute salad =)



And, 1st place to Jasper's group! Dude, ur salad is awesomeeeeee. Lovin' the lemon!

And that was today =)

But I thought he's older?

Lya and I were sitting on the sofa about 11pm after doing her reading homework and we were talking about the different stages of education there were. Like you know, after tadika, there's primary school then high school, college then university. I explained to her that I was in college and how many more years it would take for her to be in college.

She started with the manjak-ness, squeeky voice and all..

Lya: You'll be going to university next year *sad face boohoohoo*
Me: Yup. But nevermind. You got Kenaidy ba
Lya: Kenaidy? But I thought he's older than you? He go to university la...

I was like.......

!!!!!!!WHAT!!!!!!!GOBSMACKED!!!!!!!!!!!

Yes she's five but she's been living with me all this time and didn't know I was the eldest among us. Cmon!!

So, yeah I was going "WHAT???" in my head for a while, then I started thinking.

Well, at this age I'm quite impressed she's that rational. I mean..

This would explain it

*dush*

Do d happy dance!

MOCKS ARE OVERRRR!!!!!!!

All that busting my head, sacrificing events (and lunch. huhu..)

...are gonna keep on comin.. sigh...

Well, bring it on la.

"yay"

2:09

I was just reading through my saved messages in my phone and stumbled upon a few that made me laugh

~~~

Anak: Ayah, ni siput ape?

Ayah: Siput babi

Anak: Siput ape?

Ayah: Siput babi, nak...

Anak: Siput ape?

Ayah: Siput babi, syg...

Anak: Siput ape?

Ayah: Siput la... BABI!!

~~~

If you had sex 365 times this year and kept them..
you can make a tire and actually call it a...
GOODYEAR!

Wishing you a happy new year!

~~~

Hey u! I gv u warn don u evr hurt my fren felling ok! If i so smthg differnt frm her jaga u! Don u evr hurt her on friday! I watching u. Don make smthg stupid infront her! Said 2 ur fren dont do it.. N don mke my fren cry. I really haet it.. U don knw who she is. She vry2 sick u knw! Please..Don mke her sickness attck her again. She at the hospital nw. Critical u knw bcoz of ur fren who send the msg mke her sickness attck u knw! Please.. She at wad 2 operation.

~~~

That last one is a long story but yeah, I guess only if you knew the story you would find it funny. Hehehe

This Week

YAY I'M 18!!!!

I feel so legal =)))))

SO! my family took me out for dinner at Marriott on the eve of my birthday because my mum was to go to Kuching the following day. It was funny, my mum was babbling all the way there about the buffet being RM30 plus and all. By the time we got there, just when ordering, the lady told us it was actually RM75 *tweennng*

I had my first taste of Shirley Temple



It looks disgusting here but these babies were AWESOME



You know in the first High School Musical movie where this baker-basketball player sang about baking creme brulee and stuff? Yeah, I never knew what it was til that night. Hah. It's the yellowish looking thing.



And Jess enjoyed her emo shots *cough cough shoes cough*



After dinner, we went up to hang out at the lobby...

...where I got my sister pissed at me


The boy in the back *sigh*


And we called it a night =)

~~~

1st Sepetember, the retard family came over (missing Bubek and Alien) supposedly to pen some stuff down. Who knew they came to surprise me with..

...the cutest cake ever =)


and prezies! (which I adore by the way. Thanks gurls!)

~~~

The following day was back to school. Kim Teck and Luffy surprised me with another present =)))

Now my big Mr bean teddy has a lil' twin


Went to Esplanade today during lunch break

Had fun writting in the sand too! >=) I would've posted a picture but I believe in confidentiality and keeping the peace... for now... Ahaha.



So conclusion, it's been a fun week for me

=)


Oh! Oh! I got my P licence!
And! And! I know the menu for the EYM cookout on 13th Sept!

Tagged by Celine

1. The person who last tagged you is:
Celine

2. Your relationship with him/her is:
my mama retard

3. Your five ten impression of him/her:
a) loud
b) talkative
c) God centred
d) great mama of her flock
e) insane passion for great music
f) book worm
g) wants to learn guitar =)
h) passionate for God's work
i) wise (bweheheheh)
j) cool for a person who's coming to her 30s (feel old celine!! wahaha)

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you:
Can't remember eyy.. took me out shopping with Joy my last bday

5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you:

None the less, at the end of the day, teiii (They're not 'memorable', but they are definately in my memory since she says it ALL THE TIME)

Not sure why Questions 6 to 9 aren't in here. Hrmmmm...

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is:
Don't really 'desire' to do anything for her eyy...

11. Your overall impression of him/her is:
She's great the way she is

12. How do you think people around you will feel about you?:
Anything they want to lah..

13. The characters you love about yourself are:
Errmmm........ *thinking.. thinking*

14. On the contrary, the characters you hate about yourself are:
I'm lazy. It's just so hard to get started on something, you know? Haha

15. The most ideal person you want to be is:

A person who stands firmly on her own grounds and ideas (I'm still trying to be that person. I'm waverable...)

16. For people that care and like you, say something to them:
LOVE YOUS!

17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wished to know how they feel about you:
#1. Jess
#2. Kenaidy
#3. Jin kiat
#4. Luffy
#5. Budak
#6. Andrew
#7. Lynda
#8. Tse Yui
#9. Joy
#10. Kim Teck

18. Who is no.6 having relationship with?
I know there's that girl but he keeps denying it!!

19. Is no.9 a male or female?

She's very female..

20. If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
Funny... ahahhaha i don't knowwww

22. What is no.2 studying about?
All the 7 useless subjects the Msian gvt wants us to study in lower sec.

23. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
Yesterday

24. What kind of music band does no.8 like?
Not sure.. Chinese and soft music I presume?

25. Does no.1 have any siblings?

yeash.. three elder brothers

26. Will you woo no.3?
I woo him almost everyday. Ahahaha! I make Jason jealous =p

27. How about no.7?
Ermmmmmm... no. ahaha

28. Is no.4 single?

Yeah

29. What is the surname of no.5?

Ritikos

30. What’s the hobby of no.4?
Not sure but I know he likes clubbing

31. Does no.5 and 9 get along well?
I'm sure they would if they knew each other

32. Where is no.2 studying at?
SMK St Columba

33. Talk something casually about no.1:
People think she's older than me just because she's taller.. hmph

34. Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?
Gosh... wouldn't want to thanks! unless those feelings are nothing but friendship then yeah.

35. Where does no.9 live at?
Somewhere up there at luak ey.. Don't know the name of the place =p

36. What colour does no.4 like?
Dono eh. Black?

37. Are no.5 and 1 best friend?
Ahahah.. no they're not.

-There’s No 38 and 39 - Aight... NEXT!

40. Does no.1 have any pets?
Urm... she lives with me so yeah I guess they could be considered hers

41. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
yeah sure whatever.. ahahha

42. What is no. 10 doing now?

Studying with me in Riam.

Tagging all the people I've mentioned in the above

=)

Feeling kungfupanda-ey

You know those temporary tattoos you get in keropok packets and stuff? Well, yeah. After getting back from church, we were all hungry and so we decided to cook Maggi mee. We found Kung Fu Panda ones inside! Hahaha.

Lya got her first ever fake tattoo =)


The minute I put it on for her, she started kungfuing around "Haiyahh! Haiyaaaahhh!" I guess she felt cool having a tattoo =p

And for old times sake, I got one too. I got the cool praying mantis character. Mind you, I haven't watched the movie yet. Hah!

..

Sorry for the non-existent updates. Ahaha. A lot has been happening and I'm just too lazy to blog about it =p When I feel like blogging I will la hoh? Heheh. Till then.

Untitled. Just read =)

I got the new Hillsong This is Our God album and I instantly fell in love with two songs from it, Desert Song and Healer. Occasionally, I would go online to look for lyrics of songs I like. I didn't manage to find them, probably because the album's not even out yet and I own the pirated copy.. ahah! But anyway, as I was doing this I checked out their links in youtube.com, and boy did it blow my mind away.

The first thing that came to my mind was, how cool it is that God doesn't say only the better off in life-never emo type can go to the front line for Him. Jill McCloghry sang together with Brooke Fraser for the Desert Song, and just hearing her testimony almost put me to tears. It made me realize that there are so many people around me that say they don't want to do this and that for God simply because they're not good enough. In fact, that used to be me not too long ago. She is an anointed worship leader, sings Christian albums, that whole package, and through that season of loss in her life, she had also felt that emptiness and numbness that any one of us would have felt. And yet she chose to overcome that and stand in the front line to glorify the God that let all that happen to make her realize that HE IS GOD.





And then there's Mike Guglielmucci, a great testimony on its own. Singing up there with all these medical stuff hanging off him and actually not being allowed to stand up in case his ribs break, which have apparently happened a few times already. He keeps going up there declaring God.





They're not much different than you and I, but this is the life they chose. They chose to live a life that glorified God no matter how hard their trials or pains were.

God didn't need us to make Him great, but He made us anyway.
And that alone is our reason to live.

Jamie Scott is better than James Blunt

Fred

I watched this video like 5 times in a row. Hilarious! Hahah!




Oh Fred is soo cute =)))

I think I'm turning girly

Like seriously..

I dress like one (more than before at least), I sound like one, I talk like one.

I know I am one but.. I kinda miss the boyish version of me

Sigh.. hormones.

Being #1 good/bad?

Being the first doesn't always account for the best you know...

I had my driving test on Wednesday and whoopdedee! I was the first to go!

...and first to fail too. Hahahahahah! Upon being the first on the list, I was the first to go for the on-road test (haiyo so many first first first =p) I was so nervous that I just took off without checking the mirror and testing the wipers. Doi...

"Ok. Adik tidak test wiper. Tidak check mirror. Itu sudah dua kesalahan"

Sakit hati you know =( I didn't even think of stopping at the side to adjust the mirror or something. So, I just drove on. I remembered Esther telling me how she failed her driving test because she stopped in the yellow box and I was so sure to stop before it. I was so conscious about not stopping in the yellow box that I totally forgot to stop after it too at the 'berhenti' sign.

"Ok. Adik stop di tepi sini. Kamu sudah gagal"

Urgh... how could I forget those words. It was early, I was sick, and I had just failed my on-road test. Gragh =((((

And after that, I had to wait for everyone else to finish their parking and bukit stuff before it was my turn. I was literally jumping around before getting into the car because I was so nervous of failing again. Nervous yet confident... because I like bukit ba. Ahahah! Well, thank God I passed. At least I felt good about watching half of them fail and I PASSED. Bweheheheheheh XD

I can't wait for my retake..
I whana driveeee. Booohooohooo..

Ngeh

BIG sighhh

I don't like assignments. Especially when its on Malaysia's national integration, racial privileges and racial harmony.


Puh-lease........

We're so out of love

It was 130am.

I was bored.

So this is what happened:

~~~

Joy says:
wat u do?

na says:
reading nicks love letters to grace on his blog. hahha

Joy says:
heheehhehhehhehee

Joy says:
he post a new one today?

na says:
nola.. the bday one

Joy says:
owhh

na says:
sigh.. i got noone to write love letters to

na says:
ahahah

Joy says:
h hhaa

Joy says:
write 1 for me!!!

na says:
joy i love u with all my heart... u are the true love of my life.. i was nothing before i met u, and now u make even the cow jump over the moon for me. i wna hold u til i die. ilove you i love you i loove you. smuaks muaks kiss kiss lalalallalala lulululululu

na says:
hahahahAHAHHAHAHAHAHAAHAHhahhaahaha

na says:
GROSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

Joy says:
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW

Joy says:
GELIE LA

Joy says:
GELIE

Joy says:
GELI

Joy says:
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Joy says:
hahhahhaahahhahha

Joy says:
omg

Joy says:
funny

na says:
HAHAHhahahhahahahhaaGHAGAHGHAGHAHAGHAGHAGAHGGAHAGHAGHAGHAGHAGHAGHAGHAGHAGHAGHAGHAGAHGHAA]

na says:
gila

Joy says:
a a hhaaha

na says:
gila gila gila...

na says:
iyerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

Joy says:
hahhaahah hahhah a ha

na says:
aahahhahahahahahahahahahahHAhahahhhha

na says:
hhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaahahahahaa

Joy says:
i know!!!

na says:
gagaggagahahahahahahahahahha

Joy says:
a h haaha

na says:
bahhahahahahahha

na says:
hahahahahahaha

na says:
ew

na says:
ew

na says:
ew

na says:
ew

na says:
ew

na says:
i take it back

na says:
hahhahahahahahahahhha

Joy says:
hah hh a h ahaa

Joy says:
i know..

Joy says:
ah a

Joy says:
omg

Joy says:
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Joy says:
berdiri bulu roma i

Joy says:
hahhh ahah hah a hah

na says:
ghahhha... aiyo

na says:
wel u asked for it

na says:
hahah!

Joy says:
a hh ahaa

Joy says:
not until dat lesbo

Joy says:
ahhaa a hhaa h

Joy says:
haa ah h aha

na says:
gahahah,,,

na says:
my gosh....

na says:
THIS is what eym breeds????

na says:
aahahhahahaha

Joy says:
h hh aahah hha

Joy says:
kind of

Joy says:
hah ah hah a haa

Joy says:
omg

na says:
ahahahhha,,,,,

na says:
i lvoe you joy

na says:
i love u i love u

na says:
ahahahHAHHAHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

na says:
BRRRRRRRRUUUUUUUUUEEEEEEEEEKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKk
na says:

o man... i seriously gila nw

na says:
ahahahaha

Joy says:
now, im imagining someone sooo the ery very ewwwwww

Joy says:
a ha

na says:
ahaahahagahghgahgah,,

Joy says:
h hhaahahhahhaa h h haahha

Joy says:
i naik gila oredi

Joy says:
a hah ah h

na says:
Ghahagahgahgahgahgahahga

na says:
luckily this is thru msn..

na says:
if we're together now i kinda can imagine wht it wud be like

na says:
=p

Joy says:
hh haahhhaa hhahhahhhahhah a hah

Joy says:
i think we're gonna laugh like org gila

na says:
yala.. ehehehhe...

Joy says:
h h a h

Joy says:
kenaina...

Joy says:
*on my knee*

Joy says:
hah h

Joy says:
omg

Joy says:
eeeeeee


...and it went on and on and on. Mostly ahahahahahahahahhaha's and gahhahahahahahahahhahahaa's =p Funny..This is what 18 yr old single girls do at 130am when their bored and very much single...

By the way

I'm SO HAPPY DAVID COOK WONNN!!!!!!!!!!

Muahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaa! DOWN WITH ARCHULETAAA!!!!!!!!!

*grins very very very very VERY widely*

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Sigh

My internet is down
I can't blog
I can't do my LAN assignments
I can't download songs

BOOHOO ="(

Boohoooooo

Right now, I'm stuck in the college library waiting for my most dreaded class to start in 10 minutes.. LAN (stupid Moral and Msian Studies). I honestly thought I was DONE with those subjects and when Dr Lee announced that we had to take them again, I almost cried. Arghhh.....

Why I hate those subjects?

Well, Msian Studies is almost like Sejarah, just that now it's in English. And no, I don't think we have the upper hand because no matter what, I've always had a mental block when it comes to Sejarah. And as for Moral, that's the subject that has let me down the most... because it was my lowest grade, the one and only C6 in one of the most important examinations that would determine the rest of my life. For goodness sake, a C6 for the most useless subject ever. And now I have to face that subject again. Grargh.... I just thank God that I only have to PASS in order to get that whatsoever cert that I "need".

THANK GOD IT'S ONLY FOR 7 WEEKS TOO

..or I'd die =((

Tagged again. Yipee!

1. Have you been trying to avoid something or someone?
Yes actually.

2. Where will you go if someone sponsors you a tour ticket?
Le France bebeh!

3. What's your favorite thing to do?
I love my piano, juno, guitar and radio =p

4. Do you think money can buy happiness?
I wrote an essay on this for my Critical Thinking. Ahah. No I don't think it can

5. What do you see in an ideal girlfriend/boyfriend?
God fearing, musically inclined, fun... hot =)))

6. What are you afraid to lose the most?
Friends

7. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
Donation and the rest for... me?

8. What is the most recent embarrassing thing you have done?
Walked into the wrong lecture hall

9. List at least 5 of your closest friends
JERKS, EYM gang

10. What do you think you'll be doing in 10 years time?
Donch know la..

11. Would you date someone who's at least 10 years older or younger than you?
No thanks. Ew.

12. What is your ambition?
Doctor Kenaina. Ahahahah!

13. If you can teleport once, where would you go?
No where far from home.

14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Walk with God

15. If you could undo doing one mistake in the past, what would it be?
Take back what I said to a few people.. =s

16. If you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change?
My laziness..

17. What music have you been listening to recently?
A lot of Augustana

18. What is your least favourite animal?
Snakes

19. What are your wishes?
To do well in A-levels

20. What are you hoping for right now?
Waiting and anticipating for David Archuleta to get eliminated from American Idol..

Instructions:
Remove 1 question from above, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post.

Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.
Jess, Kenaidy, Brad, Jin Kiat, Esther, Budak gemuk, Protosiva, Joy

Word of the week: PAIN

I think I'm going to claim this official that I am accident prone

The week before my semester ended, I was limping all the way due to this young adults telematch thing we had at the beach. Don't ask how many cramps I got throughout the week =(

Then, just when I thought everything would go back to normal, my little toenail tercabut when playing footie (with slippers, stupid me) AGONY

When it grew back a little and it wasn't hurting anymore, Justin knocked over the church bongos and the metal part crashed on that same foot. Two minutes after, it swelled up and now nothing can touch it. Gragh.

I wonder what I'm going to hurt next... ='(

*deep breath*

Sighhhhhhh.....

Very geram, you knowww

Why ba..

>=(

The past two days

.. have been pretty cool. Yesterday, my cousin Josh came over to the house and brought this dvd to watch.


I don't know how loud I got laughing at this movie. Freakin hilarious la. It's a must watch. Not much of a storyline but its so funnY!!!!! Hahahah. His skinny friend in the movie is soooOOOOo cuteeeee! When he does his wide grin and girly shriek... eeeeeeeaaarrrrrrghhhHH!!!!! SSSSSOOOOOO CCCUUUTTTEEE!! ahahahahah. I haven't watched a good movie that could make me really laugh in ages. Like seriously... I loved this movie.

"Nachooooooooooooooooooo"

Yes, anyhoo... today was also pretty cool. Josh came over again. We hung in my room like lazy pigs lying in the same position from 2:50 to 4:30pm. Somewhere in between that, I taught him the difference between a pantyliner and a sanitary pad =p Hahah! Hope it will be of good use when he moves to KL in a few days. *Awwwwwww...*

Then he sent me over to Michelle's house around 5pm and I followed her and her parents over to the Pavilion fooorrr.... *drum roll*

Yes, the Miri International Jazz festival 2008. Woooo.. it was happenin! To be honest, I've never danced off-stage before and it was F-U-N. Thanks so much Michelle for the free ticket!

Ah... so adorable in those new bangs. She looks like America Ferrera right? Teehee. And of course we met up with Celine, Joy and Amy.

Not sure why Joy's not in the pic. Hah! You know, I had NO IDEA that there were going to be food stalls around. When I got there, I hadn't eaten my dinner and it was all Heineken, Siamese Secret, Fratinni's, Coffee Bean and stuff. Like, where's all the cheap food?! I came with only RM9. I didn't know ="( *sighhh*

Mm.. so the whole thing started at 730pm.


It started off with the first band, Mood Indigo from the UK. They played more of those typical jazz songs you hear like Billie Holiday and Michael Buble.


My goodness, the pianist was amazing. Being a pianist/keyboardist myself, I was a bit bias to the keys =p I fell IN LOVE with the piano solos.

I personally enjoyed the 2nd band the most, Diamond Dave and the Dooddadies from Australia. They were more to the Chicago-style blues and jazz. They certainly got our feet moving!




There were half-hour breaks in between each band performance and each break there would be this cute band, T'Inventielke, from Holland playing cute songs like you know, those big tuba sounds you get from Vegetales or something. They would all do these cute little dance moves. And they had uniforms! Ahah! Cute cute cute..

Oh, and did I mention we met Moses? And Iqbal.. and Arif.. and his friend..

Anyhoo, the third and last band I saw was Habana Sax from Cuba. Wooohhh.. their music was all over the place! Like, you know, you like it for its 'bunga' but can't figure out the beat. Hahah. Well, yeah, apparantly they were back here by popular demand. By then, just about everybody was up on their feet. Oh, and they had cute little dance moves as well =p And not to mention their cute drummer too.. Hahahahah! I was being stalker-ish and tried to steal a picture of him. They all turned out blur.. Booohoo ='(


I could have taken more pictures of their performance but yeah, too many people were everywhere and I was enjoying myself too much to even bother about pictures. Ehehe. And can I just say this. I have never danced so much in my life and also, I have never seen Celine dance so much too! Ahahah!

My night ended before 12am. Very early, considering the whole thing was to go on till 1am. I missed the other two bands. I actually really wanted to see that Japanese band play, I mean, have you ever heard of Japanese jazz? Heh. But I had a great night just the same. Thanks gurls for such a great time!!!! =)))

What a way to end my semester break..

Guessing game

CLUE:

Kenaina is on holiday for a week.

Kenaina is bored and lonely at home.

Kenaina wants to go out.

Kenaina can't drive.

*hint hint*

=)

Graaaaaaargh

=(

M.A - ma, L.A.N.G - lang, MALANG

Malang la me today...

This morning, a group of us from EYM were invited to Airport Road church for their youth Sunday. I hadn't eaten since the night before (duh), and so after service, Celine, Amy and I headed to Hai Ma for breakfast. I ordered mee kolok and it was G-R-O-S-S.. I paid Rm 2.30 for a plate of LARD and moist noodles... urghhhhHHhhHhHHHHHhhh. I forcibly ate about 1/5 of it and left the rest =(

This evening, after sweeping the house compound, I played football with cousin Jess. Just kicking around. Stupid me, I was wearing sandals. So I kicked the ball the wrong way using the front of my foot, and half my little toenail came off. Argh. The pain!!!!

So, yes I endured the pain and after putting on a plaster, my ma asked me to go to the kitchen and cook veg. She told me to watch over the duck cooking on one side of the stove while I cooked on the other side. And so, I finished cooking. Jess was also with me in the kitchen and she was hanging around the duck.. I remember her sniffing around and saying "Waaaaaaa... It smells so nice!!" I assumed she was looking after the duck and all. She was even poking her fingers in and eating small bits and pieces (terrible... I know. Hahah!) After bringing the veg to the dinner table, Jess, Kenaidy and I sat and hung around for a bit, doing our usual crazy routine joking around blasting into laughter and stuff, TOTALLY forgetting about the duck!! When my ma came back into the kitchen, she checked on the duck. "Eeee Kenainaaaaa.. my duck hangus baaa" Aiyoooo the way she said it made me feel so bad! Plus the sad face! But it really was funny at the same time, so we all started going crazy in the kitchen laughing at the burnt duck. Heheh.

Deh... malang malang..

Felt like sharing this

I remembered this was stored away somewhere in the comp memory. Its better that I share it than keep it =)

This is one of the most amazing and memorable things that has ever happened to me and has contributed much to my belief in God. For those who have never heard it, be blessed and I hope this touches you in some way or another. To those who have asked me 'Why church? Why "God"?', well this is why.

By the way, I wrote this about mid last year, so this didn't really happen last week. Here goes.

Have a good read everyone!

........

It all started a week ago when a group of us from EYM were asked to attend a leadership seminar by Ps Leroy. There were 3 sessions but I couldn’t even go to one because I was so busy with outside activities. On the night of the Experience concert, the rest who attended were talking about how they were touched and all their testimonies of what happened on the night. Apparently, they all claimed to have felt the anointing of the Holy Spirit on them. I felt quite left out and also a bit jealous because I didn’t get to feel it. After all, I was also supposed to be there. If I had been there, I would have felt it too. For a while, I was discouraged by it but one day while I was doing my quiet time, I asked God for that same anointing to fall on me too. I felt the Lord telling me that I will get my chance; something better might happen.

On my way home from tuition on Friday, my dad told me about a seminar by the manna couple that was held the day before where manna literally fell from Heaven. I wanted to see it for myself so I contacted Maxwin straight away and got transport to the seminar that night.

True enough, there was manna that night. We saw the manna and they were small in perfect square shapes. We even got to taste it!! It was sweet and tasted something like Tiger biscuits. Imagine how privileged we were to eat food from Heaven.

I was sitting next to Max throughout the whole thing and towards the end, there was a time of prayer. I realized that he had his hands out and then he turned to me. He said “Eh, Kenaina. I feel something in my hands la. Do you wanna try and feel it?” During the leadership seminar with Ps Leroy, they were taught how to pray for others to pass on the anointing. For those who already have the anointing, their hands would be held out. For those who are to receive the anointing, their hands would be held out on top of the other person’s hands. And so, I put my hand over Max’s hands just for fun not knowing that something would actually happen. Suddenly, I felt this force-like electricity flowing into my hands. Then, ‘tak’! It was as if I had an electric shock! I could even hear the sound! I felt it in my hands and in my heart. The force was so strong that it actually hurt. I wasn’t quite sure whether it was God’s anointing flowing into me or if it was just static. After a while, I still felt it in my hands and I knew that it was God’s anointing upon me. It was what the guys felt during the leadership seminar. I was so happy that I finally got my chance! But, it didn’t stop there. We were asked to pray for physical healing in our bodies and so I prayed for my migraine and for my scar to go away. As we sat down, I felt as if someone stuck their finger into my head and korek2. It was the exact same spot where my migraine always was. At this time, I still could feel the force in my hands.

We were asked to pray for the second time. I thought to myself, I had two prayer items. If God has answered one already, I might as well take this opportunity to pray and make sure He does something about my scar. And so I started praying. The force in my hands was getting stronger.

2 years ago, I was involved in a car accident where I got this scar, fractured a bone in my neck and broke some bones and ligaments in both my hands. Since that day, my knuckles were distorted and they never looked the same as before. For those who have seen it, I had a big dent between my 2^nd and 3^rd knuckle on both hands.

As I was holding out my hands, I felt my bones in my right arm shift and as if something grew in my hand. The same thing happened to my left arm after that. I didn’t really care about it because I thought that maybe it was just some involuntary muscle movement or something. When we were done praying, I felt my forehead to see if my scar had gone. Unfortunately, it was still there and I felt quite down and sad. But then, I remembered that I also had felt something in my hands and my arms. I looked down, clutched my fists and I saw that my knuckles were totally aligned, perfect, and was back to normal!! I was so amazed at what God had shown to me that night. He had healed me! Even after that, I could still feel God’s anointing in my hands for quite some time. My friends who were there did too.

That was the first time that I had truly experienced the power of God so strong in me. I know that God has touched me and my spiritual life will never be the same again. It’s like God has taken me to a whole new level in Him. I just pray that I will never loose this and that you guys will some day encounter his fresh anointing just like I did.

I wanna go home

Just a few days ago, I did a very very VERY rare thing. I READ THE NEWSPAPER. Hahah. Not much of a wow to most, I know but anyhoo.. My classmate told me about the Miley Cyrus scandal thing so I wondered if there was anything about it in the paper. Of course there was but also I came across some other interesting, or should I say rather disturbing news. I knew the world was sick but I didn't realize to what extent.

1. Woman kills her husband and saws him up into 5 pieces
2. Man has 7 children with his own daughter.
3. Four children killed in bombing (the paper showed pictures of their dead bodies too)

Sigh.. It hurts to read that kind of thing. It's scary to think that we're living in a world that's heading towards it's own destruction. But even with all these things happening around us, there is only one hope that we can hold on to that I believe WILL NOT let us down. And that lies in our faith that Jesus IS going to come back again. He WILL bring us home where there are no tears, no death, nothing around but His glory and His perfection. Where is home? Home is HEAVEN and I wanna go there!!!! WOHOO!!!!

I...

need a break

from everything

I'm tired

Uh- oh

Ok... sorry guys. I don't know what I did to my blog.

I lost my whole template when I tried changing it. Hahah.

I'll fix it when I have time =p

Yipee

You guys know how much I love tags =) Here goes!

1. At what age do you wish to marry?

- between 25 to 28

2. What will you do when you feel really emo?

- stay quiet where I am

3. What do you have in your mind now?

- images of poop. Jan and I were chatting about it =p

4. Where is the place that you want to go most?

- Heaven. Sometimes it scares me but I know that's where I'll be happiest

5. If you have one dream to come true, what would it be?

- To be working among sick kids in Africa

6. Do you believe in seeing the rainbow after the rain?

- of course

7. What are you afraid to lose the most right now?

- My friends

8. What cheers you up for the rest of the day?

- good news

9. If you meet someone you love, would you confess to him/her?

- No, I wouldn't. Sissy me..

10. List out three good things of the person who tagged you.

- younger but taller than me so can reach stuff in the house that I can't, loud to shout at Kenaidy when he can't hear me, not scared of fire so can help me pasang the api when I need to cook.

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?

- God-fearing, thinks before he does, can look after me, doesnt bore me

12. What type of person do you hate the most?

- someone who blames me for something that person did and who plays with my feelings

13. What would you do if you won a million dollars?

- give some to those kids in Africa who don't have anything

14. What is your ambition?

- wanna be a doctor

15.What would you wanna be after you're dead?

- with God

16. If you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change?

- there's no need to mention them here

17. What are your favourite colours?

- black, white, brown, green

18.What do you think is the most important thing in your life?

- my walk with God

19. If there’s one thing in your life you want to do but yet unable to, what would it be?

- be a doctor

20. What would you do if tomorrow was the last day of the world?

- Tell people that He's coming

I tag: whoever who wants to be tagged la.