I betul-betul nak pegi ke

1. india
2. nepal
3. bali
4. malacca
5. morocco
6. australia

*dreamsawaysighswhenwillthatdaycome....*

thoughts

I know I've been saying I can't wait to leave here but I also have to admit I'm scared silly of leaving.

Just went through some uni stuff, reading my course outline, going through people's blogs and what they say about their courses and uni life. Sigh... makes me wonder, will I enjoy uni? Will I make friends? Will I study? Will I put on even more weight? Will I go head first into depression again?

Suddenly, I'm liking home a lot more now.

<3

Sometimes I forget how small I am. I can't control a lot of things. I don't even think I own my own future, in a sense. I forget how big He is. I can't get over the mentality that He has done it all for me, that there's nothing left to do but hang by his mercy and grace. Like, what kind of person would do that for me, right? Then, I forget He's fully man and fully God. He has feelings, He has desires, He has the power to do all things. But one thing that's hard for me to wrap my head around even until today, is that He's always there. I mean, yeah I know these things, it's what I've been taught all my life, but to practice it and to experience it is different. Sometimes when I'm feeling like total crap, I think what would God want to do with a shithead like me?? Excuse the language but yes, that's what I feel sometimes. And when I do come back to Him, I feel like that all the more because He lets me see how huge and perfect He is again. It's depressing sometimes, but I like it! >=) Weird yes I know. But I like it when I see my God in all His awesomeness even if it takes me to feel as crappy as I do at times.

And what I like best is that He still chooses to look after me and see to my needs even when I don't try my best on my part. Kinda why I like the story of Jonah. No sin is too great to make God ignore you.

With Him, I feel like a real person =)

watch

punya gila cute-ness!!

Meet..

NABOO!!!

After a nice scrub, he looked like some hideous rat with ginormous ears. Hahahah. Saved him from the choke holds of deathhh. jengjengjeng. Hah. Kenaidy, Jess and I were driving back after picking them from tuition happily listening to that new album by BEP. I think I'm slowly converting to hip hop.. noooo. Bah, anyhoo, we saw this fellar in the middle of the road at the Shell office roundabout about to get eaten by a dog... maybe. Haha. Then, there was a lot of shouting and screaming in the car to 'Save the cat!!!!!' So, I parked at the side and Kenaidy went to save it. Genious the kitty ran away from him into the longkang along the roundabout and got itself stuck in mud.. so smart. So, we rushed home to get towels Hahahahahahahahaahahahahahahhahaa and sped back before it drowned. snort.

Got there with our 'gear' ready to save the day. Wish I had taken a picture. We looked so stupid. Three teens at a roundabout at 10pm sticking their hands into the drain. LOL.

But yeah, he turned out to be a good lookin kitten after the bath. I have a new roomie! =))

And no. I haven't contracted any disease from it.

This is for you

I dedicate this post to.. LEE KIM TECK!!

Sigh, do you know how hard it is to find a nice decent picture of him? Deh...

Ok, well this all started one day, in the midst of our boredom, when we decided to dedicate posts to each other for fun. Hahah.

Bah.

I guess he was mostly known as the class clown? Which you can clearly see.

Realise how everyone else so guai ambik gamba? tsk3

But class clown or not, I somehow always found him to be quite retarded.

Hahahahahahahhaha.

But it's ok la, you could pass as cool...... in a nerd-ish kinda way =)

That was in high school. When we went to Riam, that was when all the sexual harassment began. Don't get me started on it. LOL.

budak samseng

But anyhoo, apart from being a total lustful ass 24hours a day, 'HO-ing' at me every time I turn a corner, taking explicit pictures of stuff he shouldn't (I managed to scare him off and he stopped doing it fr the rest of the year hahahahahahaha I have a POWER PUNCH), commenting on almost every shirt I wear..............

....deep down you know you care!!!!

So, Kimteck, here's to all those days of skipping class to go to Parkson, making fun of the lecturers and almost ramming my car into a pile of scrap metal at Marina. Cheers!