This crushed me. No other comment.

Letting it out

It's true, I cant choose what I want to live with. I thank God He lets me face the problems that I do today. I may fail Him in many ways, my human feelings can get in the way of what He wants best for me, but that's ok. He'll help me get through it. Thank God for the wonderful friends I have around me. Without their love and support, I'd be almost nothing. Even if they don't say anything, just being there to lend an ear is enough, more than enough. For those who know me, I don't really like to tell people about my problems, the ones that really hurt me. But, recently, I've learnt that it's ok to cry once in a while. Everyone needs to. Above all, i have learnt that Jesus is always the one that's always ready to hear, always willing to keep me company in my days of trouble.

Even people (or person) in school are (is) giving me problems. It's not that it's entirely her fault, just that it's hard to love her with the love Christ shared with me despite all the lies and the hurt she has caused. I know i shouldn't be the way I am to her now. Especially with everyone else saying things about her, which I think I initiated in the first place *guilty* But she just makes me so MAD! sigh. Well, I am trying my best even though she really gets me so fired up at times.

We're all human. We aint perfect, which is the exact reason why we need God.

Conclusion: We can't get anywhere in life if Jesus isn't in it!

Shop shop shop~

We went to the mall on Saturday. My parents, Lya, cousin Lydia, Jess and myself. The other four were stuck at Sugarbun talking to a relative we met on the way so Jess and i walked around the place. Wanted to go pierce our ears actually but somehow xjd. Huhu.. Aaaanyway, we went to the ladies section and after circling the place countless times, we somehow came up with this idea to look for bad clothes. And yeah, we had fun. With all the sales people looking at us like we're crazy. But what the hey.. atleast we weren't bored =) I mean.. can u believe the kind of fashion the world is coming up with nowadays? it's embarrassing.. seriously. And sorry to those out there who think that these clothes actually look nice.. no offense. But this IS a page for MY thoughts =)



This could be like a Minnie Mouse outfit. Cute in a way. No wonder its 50% off. Ghahah!



This too.. Haha!



A scarf that looks like grapes.. haih.. so sad looking







Sad.. sad..

Updates!

Orite. Free 2 Be was a success! That was like a month ago. Don't know what i keep doing wrong to my blog. I can't sign in sometimes. Sigh... Wtv la. Yea, wel, here's some pics.

















Yeap. wel, that was Free 2 Be Amplified. Here's a link to more pics. http://www.flickr.com/photos/ndson/1181301884/ And Christon, i know you're reading, so check the pics out. You'll love em.. i think.. hehe

Ok. What else? Oh yeah. We had our church camp on 30aug to 2sept in Parkcity Everly Hotel and i had a nice suprise on my bday, 31 aug. I had two people kidnap me for the day (kononnya girls shopping day out) and a loud welcoming back to my room by my gang from church. Heh! Noisy bunch of people indeed.

My girls, Celine and Joy



Joy actually made a list of things for me to buy. Tsk3
1. black dress
2. black shoes
3. black top
4. black skirt
5. feminine top
man.... I only managed to get two out of 5. HAH!


I wanted these...


But i ended up with the perfect pair (handpicked by Celine!)


Some people we met along the way...




Blueberry cheesecake! Nyummmm...




.. and into my tummy it goes!


Yeap! then went to the pool after that. Ah.. fun fun day. Ok wel, that's it for now. Brain tired. Sigh. Good night all.



"Its too tiring. You know... thinking" David Marcus