Chance gone

My heart fell like a brick. Maybe i should have said something. The chance to take was always there, since years ago. I pushed it away until the very last minute. And now i can't get that chance back.





I should have said something. ARghHHHHHH!!!!!!!

11.10.07

I ate the peanut slab thing that Esther brought back from Aussie. Man, it's nice!!!! Too bad she only brought one =( Nvm.. nvm.. Hehe Shirley's staying over my house now. She's been coming to school with me while we do our trials. So after our last paper, EST, the gang of us went over to Sun City for breakfast. We went over to Parkson after that to watch a movie. Thank God some of our friends can drive. They fit like 7 people in Kok How's car? Hahah. We watched The Seeker: The Dark Is Rising.


IT's SOOOOOO L.A.M.E! I lost RM8 watching such a kiddy movie. Sigh. Whatever. It was fun going out with those guys anyway.

We got home, Shirley and I konged out on my bed and when i got up, i moved my pillow and i found out i was sleeping on my little friend all the while. Poor thing. It got squished. Hahah! So cute... PLUS, my room never looked so... what's the word.. It's like she took out all her cosmetics and face stuff and all that. When we put it together with mine, I was like whoa... we put a lot of chemicals on ourselves. Hah!

Surprise Surprise

Yeah, so i was just doing my work in my room, minding my own business when i got a call from Esther (childhood friend who left for Aussie earlier this year. Huh) She said she had stuff for me from Aussie so her friend was supposed to come to my house that night to pass it to me. So i was like, ok..

Anyway, so her friend arrived at my house to pass me stuff. It was so weird, she passed me the stuff and i thought that was it. I mean, i was expecting her to make her way back to her car.. but she just stood there looking around. I wanted to say something but it was so awkward, it would've been rude to halau as well, so we just stood there. Looked at her looking around my house for God knows what reason. Hahah!

So yeah, suddenly i saw this familiar figure coming out of her car, coming through my gate. And surprise, surprise! It was Esther! Hahah. Cheyy, what a time to surprise me.. during SPM trials!! Adeh.. Her poor friend.. no wonder she stood there doing nothing. Hehe. Yea, so Esther ended up spending two nights with me. Man.. We talked until 4am on the second night, and i was doing my English paper half asleep the next day. I finished it asap and the remaining hour, i slept like a pig. Hope i didn't snore =P

So, she passed me this whole bag of stuff from Aussie. I told her it better not be worth more than RM100, considering it's from Aussie. And she said 'I think it's more than RM100' Doi... Terrible. Hehe. Realise the amount of chocolate she got. Fuhh.. had a nice time eatin that! There's still some left. Hahah. But i thought that this one was cool. The things people think of.. And it actually has a memory verse inside! Plus the candies are so cute (a word i hardly use but yeah.. they are!! =p)

SO, Esther left about a week ago. And another surprise.. Shirley's back too! She was supposed to stay at my place for the next two weeks, i think, but trials now and i didn't want the same thing to happen during my Eng paper plus my ma said no. So she's coming over after trials. Yay. My friend was saying, ur house is like some refugee camp or something. Friends from all over the world come and go. Well, i agree! Heheh.

Yeap. That's about it i guess. Till next time!

This crushed me. No other comment.

Letting it out

It's true, I cant choose what I want to live with. I thank God He lets me face the problems that I do today. I may fail Him in many ways, my human feelings can get in the way of what He wants best for me, but that's ok. He'll help me get through it. Thank God for the wonderful friends I have around me. Without their love and support, I'd be almost nothing. Even if they don't say anything, just being there to lend an ear is enough, more than enough. For those who know me, I don't really like to tell people about my problems, the ones that really hurt me. But, recently, I've learnt that it's ok to cry once in a while. Everyone needs to. Above all, i have learnt that Jesus is always the one that's always ready to hear, always willing to keep me company in my days of trouble.

Even people (or person) in school are (is) giving me problems. It's not that it's entirely her fault, just that it's hard to love her with the love Christ shared with me despite all the lies and the hurt she has caused. I know i shouldn't be the way I am to her now. Especially with everyone else saying things about her, which I think I initiated in the first place *guilty* But she just makes me so MAD! sigh. Well, I am trying my best even though she really gets me so fired up at times.

We're all human. We aint perfect, which is the exact reason why we need God.

Conclusion: We can't get anywhere in life if Jesus isn't in it!

Shop shop shop~

We went to the mall on Saturday. My parents, Lya, cousin Lydia, Jess and myself. The other four were stuck at Sugarbun talking to a relative we met on the way so Jess and i walked around the place. Wanted to go pierce our ears actually but somehow xjd. Huhu.. Aaaanyway, we went to the ladies section and after circling the place countless times, we somehow came up with this idea to look for bad clothes. And yeah, we had fun. With all the sales people looking at us like we're crazy. But what the hey.. atleast we weren't bored =) I mean.. can u believe the kind of fashion the world is coming up with nowadays? it's embarrassing.. seriously. And sorry to those out there who think that these clothes actually look nice.. no offense. But this IS a page for MY thoughts =)



This could be like a Minnie Mouse outfit. Cute in a way. No wonder its 50% off. Ghahah!



This too.. Haha!



A scarf that looks like grapes.. haih.. so sad looking







Sad.. sad..

Updates!

Orite. Free 2 Be was a success! That was like a month ago. Don't know what i keep doing wrong to my blog. I can't sign in sometimes. Sigh... Wtv la. Yea, wel, here's some pics.

















Yeap. wel, that was Free 2 Be Amplified. Here's a link to more pics. http://www.flickr.com/photos/ndson/1181301884/ And Christon, i know you're reading, so check the pics out. You'll love em.. i think.. hehe

Ok. What else? Oh yeah. We had our church camp on 30aug to 2sept in Parkcity Everly Hotel and i had a nice suprise on my bday, 31 aug. I had two people kidnap me for the day (kononnya girls shopping day out) and a loud welcoming back to my room by my gang from church. Heh! Noisy bunch of people indeed.

My girls, Celine and Joy



Joy actually made a list of things for me to buy. Tsk3
1. black dress
2. black shoes
3. black top
4. black skirt
5. feminine top
man.... I only managed to get two out of 5. HAH!


I wanted these...


But i ended up with the perfect pair (handpicked by Celine!)


Some people we met along the way...




Blueberry cheesecake! Nyummmm...




.. and into my tummy it goes!


Yeap! then went to the pool after that. Ah.. fun fun day. Ok wel, that's it for now. Brain tired. Sigh. Good night all.



"Its too tiring. You know... thinking" David Marcus