Byebye

Merry Christmas everyone!!!

Got so much to update on. So little time. Ahah.

Till next year then.

Happy New Year!

Ohhaaaa

My computer has a virus.

Stupid guy..

I HATE. I HATE. I HATE

6 down, 4 to go!

Okei! Physics is over at last! I hope I never have to look at this subject again! Tomorrow there's Chemistry. Ah.. at least I'm better at it than Physics =p Then there's Moral, and Biology next Monday. Just realized I'm gonna miss my teachers. Gonna miss arguing with them over marks and stuff. Ahah!
Relentless kicks off tomorrow. I'm going to miss the first night but that's ok, at least I get to go for the 2nd and 3rd night. Waaaaaa!! So excited! Heheh.. It's going to be the first time I see the Cutin band play on stage too. I'm not takin part this year but excited just the same!!

RELENTLESS!!

SPM

Yeah, SPM is going on now. I don't know what I'm doing blogging =p So far its been ok, I guess. Or maybe not. I think I flunked my Sejarah. Didn't even finish studying. Hah! Well, i hate the subject anyway. My dad says i have a blocked mind when it comes to Sejarah. I agree!! BM was ok.. I hope I did better this time. English should be no problemo. Maths n EST I'm hoping for A1. This week's papers were not so hard. Next week's the problem. All the science subjects.. Oh nooooo

It's weird, it doesn't feel like SPM. Like it hasn't sunk into me yet that this is going to determine my future, and I'm already half-way through it! Hahah. And in a week and a days time, I'm going to be an official school leaver =( sob.. I feel old already. Whatever la.. It's always me complaining about how old I am. Ehek.. sounds so emo..

Ya.. Jess (my cuzie) and I went for a haircut yesterday. There's this new shop that opened beside Deli Papa in Lutong. The lady was nice. Cut for RM10. Got us thinking, is she just being nice to us first timers or is it always that cheap? Cuz she straightened our hair too (not permanent of course) AND offered to straighten my hair for real plus hair treatment for cheaper. Or maybe she thought my hair looked so bad that i needed it so much. Hah. Freaky.

Look! Look! We FINALLY have straight hair!! Hahahahahah! (I'm on the right)



Then after shower, it went back all frizzy again.. darn

Part of Life

We had an educational fair kinda thing in school today. Before that, I was in class talking to Ieqa, Azam and Arvin about our plans for the future. It got me thinking that, hey, we're gonna be in college in a few months time. It seemed like only yesterday when we were still playing those clapping games in class during Form 1 (yes, form 1). I still remember my classmates from a few years back and am really grateful that i got to see them change and grow into maturity, even though some of us aren't quite mentally here yet =p

Today was the last day of Chemistry tuition for some of us. No more being the noisiest table throughout the year, no more stupid jokes, no more making fun of the teachers behind their backs. Next year will be a new bunch of friends, new surroundings for us who will be leaving Miri, a whole new level. Just kinda sad to leave that all behind.

Only a few days ago, I was chatting with a childhood buddy, Christon, who's over in Kedah now (I think). We were talking about how we used to be as kids many years ago. How i used to bully him and stuff, heheh! It wasn't too long ago we were chasing each other around the house, painting eggs for Easter, comparing whose feet were bigger.. err. Heh. It's cool to see how far we are in life now.

A lot of people have asked me 'So, where will you be next year?' Honestly, i still don't know. There's a chance for me to be in KL, i could be staying in Miri. Wherever it is, i know i'm going to be where God wants me to be. My classmate, Greg talked to me today and he said something about being a missionary. Well, why not right? But even going to college is almost like going to any other country doing God's work. I believe we're all put where we are today for a reason. Where we will be next year will be God's plan for us. In fact, we were all called to be missionaries in one way or another. Missionaries in school, in our work place. Everywhere we go there are people who don't know Him and these are the people we need to reach out to. One thing that i regret the most is not talking to my friends in school about Jesus Christ. Now, i only have less than 3 weeks left with them and everyone is so busy preparing for SPM. The only thing i can pray for is an opportunity to share with just one person about Jesus' love for us even in this short period of time that's left.

Sunday

My parents didn't go to church today so had to follow Adrian in the morning. 'Stayed back' for Relentless practice and went to Celine's house for lunch. Nice food man!! FREE hotel food sumore. Hah! We said that we would be back in church by two but somehow lunch pulled till way past three. So by the time we got to church, they finished practice already. So we were just there to see them pack up their stuff. Cheyyy.. At least i got to watch CSI and enjoy the free hotel food =)

Chance gone

My heart fell like a brick. Maybe i should have said something. The chance to take was always there, since years ago. I pushed it away until the very last minute. And now i can't get that chance back.





I should have said something. ARghHHHHHH!!!!!!!